CHAPTER XLVII - MAPHIR'S CONFESSION
Glarces lay upon
the softest and most luxurious divan the resources of Sahama could
produce. Devoted love, courageous fidelity, tender sympathy, and anxious
determination had converted his temporary abode into a veritable
enchanted palace, in every feature carefully designed to encourage
forgetfulness on the one hand and on the other to stimulate memories necessarily
helpful to restoration.
It was like a
lodge erected within the borderland where souls purified from even the
suspicion of a stain in the whitened glow of hell's fierce torments,
rest in order to be laved from the vibration of the memory of torture
and adjust themselves to the soothing influences of the succeeding
peace.
Hearts, hands, and
heads had harmoniously united to arrange and furnish every detail of
this strange but temporary abode as an expression of hopeful love and
tender compensation for the awful past. Work is the spirit of effectual
prayer, and they laboured until love could go no farther and devotion
sighed to think it could do no more.
Teresh, Zachra,
and Tasha each found in their own establishments slaves faithful as themselves who were
available for service in this respect - men who were secretly drafted into
the work, and rejoiced at the confidence which set them apart to such
welcome duty. With the assistance of these Maphir had liberally supplied
every hint or suggestion of Tasha, whose maternal hands and heart had
directed all the final and requisite arrangements. In this dreamy
grotto of pure affection, presided over by his one remaining angel,
Glarces lay, while the two estates waged their friendly contest for
possession. Sahama had heard that he was found, and the nation had
joined its penitent importunity with Tasha's tearful determination to
keep him still; but, to the light of her newly found heaven, the love of
Vedrona had grown well-nigh omnipotent, and longed to lift him above the
possibility of further suffering. Between these two the mangled, broken,
crushed, but still dutiful Prince was doubtfully rocked. He wondering; Tasha hoping;
Vedrona calling.
After the tempest
the peace of the uncertainty was as heaven, and he was patiently
content. All that earth retained of personal friendship had been
restored to him. Orasus, Maphir, and the lions represented the best
fidelity of his dependents. His retreat was far preferable to the palace with its vacant rooms and
silent voices. The gods were good to him and he was - happy? Could he say so much?
No! Not quite - Vedrona was absent; and with that consciousness one note
in life's full chord was flat, rendering the perfect harmony
required for happiness incomplete.
Still, he was not
now the storm-tossed sufferer we saw lured so deceitfully to his imprisonment. Since that
night he had passed through an ordeal few could have braved and lived.
In blackness, loneliness, and poisonous starvation he had fought a
battle with treachery and selfishness, in the which he had been maimed
in nerve and muscle, sinew and bone; all that was physical had been
shattered, if not irretrievably destroyed. But the beneficent power -
call it what you please - which stands behind the physical - whispering
in a voice we fail to understand, prompting with an aspiration we almost
fear to accept as true - had revealed to him an unsuspected system of
compensation which is only known to those who courageously shoulder
life's cross, nor flinch to sink, if need be, beneath its weight. In the
darkness of his torture this great and treasured experience had been brought to
light. The gods had spoken to him, and he had found that the unrighteous gate
of a persecutor's hell is but the masked side of the vestibule by which
the faithful reach the halls of heaven.
This was the secret of Glarces’
welcome content, and Tasha sat beside him ministering to the abundance of his
peace.
“Should you miss me now if I had to
go away again?” he asked, his eyes full of the longing to depart - his
heart overflowing with affection for the friend who was so much to him.
“You are not going, dear. Now that
we have recovered you we shall keep you.”
“Not if I wished to go, would you,
Tasha?” “Do you wish to go?” she asked sorrowfully.
“Do I?” he questioned of himself
dreamily. Then his hand sought her's. He saw the tearful sorrow in her
eyes, and went on: “I cannot say! Sometimes I feel as if I do, and I
would - but you are here, Tasha, and I would not leave you. If I were
with Vedrona in the fairest bower of the Elysian fields I think we
should want you, my mother, to make it quite complete.”
“Would you, my
boy?”
“I think so -
I hope so! And I am sure
Vedrona would think so too.”
Then, with an effort controlling the
flood of feeling which threatened to overwhelm her, she tried to turn his
mind into another channel.
“But these are dreams and
speculations of the far distant future, Glarces. You must now begin to think of what
the people are asking.”
“What is that?”
“They are wondering what you will do
when they see you back again.” “I am not back yet.”
“No; but you are
growing stronger, and will soon be able to return.”
“I am not so sure about that. I
think Vedrona would wish it otherwise.” “She will never wish you to leave
your work, dear.”
“Do you think so? Ah, Tasha!” he
continued, with a smile full of confidence and pleasure, “you only knew
her as a child - I know the
strength and sacred selfishness of her woman's love.”
“The selfishness?”
“Yes, dear; true love is always
selfish, even the perfection of maternal love with which you love me. And
Vedrona is alone.”
“Shall I not be
alone?”
“That is my difficulty; but have not
the gods decreed that the mother's love must yield in such a case?”
“Would you like me to let you go?”
“No! I must not -
cannot lose you, Tasha; the memory of what you always have been - what you are to me even now,
forbids that! Do you think I can ever forget your coming to me in
those awful days when I thought Vedrona's love was lost to me for ever?
How you tried to console and encourage me, and almost made me hope?”
“But those dark days are gone now,”
she rejoined anxious to draw him from the melancholy contemplation.
“Yes, they are gone,” he reflected.
“It was you who cleft the clouds and let the first ray of light come
through.”
“No, dear; the gods did that.”
“But they used you for the purpose,”
and he drew her head tenderly down to kiss her. “From that time I have
never been without a ray of hope.”
“Never?”
“No, never. You
rent the gloom, and since then the light has been continually
increasing, until I know that the love Vedrona and I have for each other
can never be destroyed nor separated. Such love is not of earth, Tasha,
it is the gift of the most mighty gods, implanted not in the body but in
our immortal selves, therefore nothing that earth produces, experiences, or is subject to, has
power to reach or otherwise disturb it. It is more than life - for life is only
one form of its expression, and thus death, nor passion, nor hell, nor
any other power can conquer or subdue
Argument was not one of Tasha's
strong points, especially with Glarces, whose opinions were always
accepted by her as with oracular authority. In addition to this the
animation with which he had spoke so exhausted him as to make her anxious to close
the conversation.
“I hope it is so, dear; but you are
tired and must rest now.”
As she spoke she rose with that
tenderly graceful but authoritative tact by which a woman so
irresistibly rules, and began to busy herself with important nothings,
before passing to the inner room from whence she brought sweet and
restorative perfumes to bathe his head and sprinkle the divan.
“I know it is so,” he resumed, as
soon as she had taken her seat again. “Then I am glad, dear; but you must
not talk any more now.”
“Yes, Tasha, it will be too late if I do not speak to-night.”
“Why too late?” she asked, full of
alarm.
“Don't be afraid.
I know not why I feel so, but I do. I am not tired, but I feel a strange
weariness to-night! It makes me glad rather than restless, brings a
sense of freedom rather than oppression, and makes me want to speak with
you. No, my mother - you must not weep! Hear me, and then if my thought
of what is coming proves to be true, you will be glad that I have told
you.”
“You must not talk like this, dear.
I cannot bear it - it will break my heart!”
“Then I will say no more about it,
but I have something to tell you about Vedrona. Will you hear that?”
“About Vedrona?”
“Yes! Do you remember how we saw her
on the day I left you?”
“Yes.”
“Well, when my
imprisonment became more intolerable than I could bear she came to me again. She spoke to
me, cheered me, bade me hope, told me of many things - that the
immortals are not far away, and how in such inhumanities as I was
suffering they had the power to come and minister at times. It was her
coming that gave me power to live through all I endured, and made it possible for
you and I to meet again.”
“Are you sure it was her, dear?”
asked the wondering, but now rejoicing woman.
“Are you sure that I am Glarces?” he
replied. “You need not ask me that.”
“Neither need you
ask me the other. Yes, Tasha, I know Vedrona too well to be deceived.
Ah! here is Teresh and Zachra! What is the news, gentlemen?”
“Excitement
everywhere, and disappointment at your delayed return,” answered Teresh.
“The magicians last night received from the oracle the account of your
falling down the abyss in the golden caves, and their report was made to
the Queen to-day. A search has revealed one of your head-dresses on a
ledge of the chasm, so, of course, Lais accepts the message, and is
mourning accordingly.”
The Prince smiled
sadly.
“But where is
Casca?” he asked.
“I should suggest
you ask Maphir that question,” Zachra answered.
“Why?”
“It were better for him to answer
you than that I should attempt it. Shall I call him?”
“Yes, let me see
him.”
It was only by express command that
the hunter would enter into his royal master's presence, though he had
been many times assured how glad the Prince would be to see him. When
Zachra called him, however,
the stalwart champion of retribution was only too glad to answer.
“Come, my good Maphir, why should
you desert me?” asked Glarces, with an effort at cheerfulness.
“My duty is not in your presence,
most mighty Prince, but it has not been neglected.”
“I am confident of that; but I have
asked for news of Casca, and my lord Zachra tells me that you are able
to give the information.”
“I imagine Casca is busy just now,”
he replied, as if more to himself than Glarces.
“Then you know
where he is?”
“No! That is very doubtful. I know
he is not with the gods, and I do not think the devils will care to have
him.”
“What do you mean,
Maphir?”
“I have just started him down the
haunted gulf to see if he can find the two slaves who bound you to that
wall.”
“Are they there?”
“Yes, Casca threw them in when they
had finished his work, so I have sent him after them now he is no longer
wanted.”
“You have thrown
him there - no, Maphir, you are not so cruel.”
“It was not
cruelty but justice, O Prince.”
“But it is an
awful death,” and Glarces shuddered at the thought of it.
“It has been more merciful than I
intended,” answered the hunter regretfully. “If my lords had not
surprised me I meant to make hell far more welcome to him than it was.”
“Then I am
grateful that you were so surprised.”
“And I am disappointed. Not that I
would disobey your slightest wish, O Prince, but such as he deserve nor
have any claim to pity. There is no justice for such a crime as his, and
to let him slip so free from punishment is enough to make the spirits of
the hunters drive me from their company as a traitor and a coward.” “They can never do that, my good
friend. When did you meet with him?”
“The night we found you.”
“What has he done all this time?”
“Slept in the bed you left.” “In all that filth?”
“He had to - I could find nothing
worse.” “Had you no pity for him?”
“More than he
had for you. He kept you in that Tartarus for three months, I only left him for three days.”
“You gave him good food, I hope?”
“He was at liberty to have all I
could not take away.” “Did
you not give him any?”
“I left him all he had brought for
you.” “Poor Casca!”
Maphir, however, showed no evidence
of bending to the natural generosity of the Prince. It was a new trait
in his character to place himself in such determined opposition, but it
was prompted by the fidelity that was not willing to allow Glarces thus
to suffer without exacting what atonement he had opportunity to enforce.
The thought of extending commiseration to the eunuch excited a boldness
of indignation which occasioned surprised to all who saw and heard it,
but the strength and fulness
of his loyalty won their admiration and acquiescence.
“Wherefore was he poor,” he asked,
“or in what had he reason for complaint? His one desire since I have
known him has been to take the place of the Prince. I have but helped
him to it, and prevented anyone from disturbing his enjoyment of it. The
place in which he lived he had himself provided; he made the bed in
which he slept, and also furnished the table off which he ate. In
everything he had his one desire - he stepped into the place he had
provided for his friend the Prince. And I hope he liked it.”
“I would that
you had not been quite such a merciless executioner,” said Glarces,
sorrowfully.
“Forgive me, O
mighty Prince,” and the hunter bent his knee beside his master, “but had I
been the more than godlike Glarces, after suffering all that he has made
you suffer, he would have been forgiven even now. Your kindly heart has
not the courage to avenge a wrong done to yourself. The crime of Casca
outraged the gods, and made the devils fear to see that he so far surpassed themselves. Had I
been his victim and you had found me, you would not then have pardoned him -
you would have cried for justice, and at any cost would wait to see it
carried out. I have but done the thing you would have done for me, and if
I have been wrong therein, I did it from a hunter's sense of justice and
of duty.”
“You did no wrong, my friend, and I
thank you for your faithful service.”
Maphir rose from his knee fully
justified, and that was all the reward he asked apart from his own
approbation.
“What do you counsel respecting Lais?”
asked Glarces of Teresh, after a brief pause necessitated by exhaustion.
“I shall suggest nothing at present.
The most necessary point is to see you stronger.”
“That is my idea also,” said Zachra.
“It will do Lais no harm in the end to maintain the present state of
uncertainty.”
“Nothing is worthy of consideration,
dear, until you are better,” said Tasha.
“I can understand and appreciate all
you say, but the time is short. If Lais and I are to meet again it must be
to-morrow.”
“You are tired to-night; this affair
of Casca's has been too much for you. Be advised and let the other matter
stand. To-morrow you will be better.”
“No, Teresh,
to-morrow I shall - “ he paused and tried to turn his face away, but his strength failed. He was
deathly pale, and great beads of cold perspiration stood out upon his
forehead.
The silent
indication was its own interpreter. The morrow was not far off, and the only point in doubt was at
what part of the day the abruptly announced but inexorable visitor would
arrive.
The quartette were
dumbfounded by the unexpected blow. Not even Tasha wept; the fountains of
tears were scorched and dried up by the lightning flash. It could only be
a little while their ministry would be required, then Glarces and Vedrona
would be together again. |