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Dionea.
From the Letters of Doctor Alessandro De Rosis to the Lady Evelyn
Savelli, Princess of Sabina.
MONTEMIRTO LIGURE, June 29, 1873.
I TAKE immediate advantage of the generous offer of your Excellency
(allow an old Republican who has held you on his knees to address you by
that title sometimes, 'tis so appropriate) to help our poor people. I
never expected to come a-begging so soon. For the olive crop has been
unusually plenteous. We semi-Genoese don't pick the olives unripe, like
our Tuscan neighbours, but let them grow big and black, when the young
fellows go into the trees with long reeds and shake them down on the grass
for the women to collect--a pretty sight which your Excellency must see
some day: the grey trees with the brown, barefoot lads craning, balanced
in the branches, and the turquoise sea as background just beneath.... That
sea of ours--it is all along of it that I wish to ask for money. Looking
up from my desk, I see the sea through the window, deep below and beyond
the olive woods, bluish-green in the sunshine and veined with violet under
the cloud-bars, like one of your Ravenna mosaics spread out as pavement
for the world: a wicked sea, wicked in its loveliness, wickeder than your
grey northern ones, and from which must have arisen in times gone by (when
Phoenicians or Greeks built the temples at Lerici and Porto Venere) a
baleful goddess of beauty, a Venus Verticordia, but in the bad sense of
the word, overwhelming men's lives in sudden darkness like that squall of
last week.
To come to the point. I want you, dear Lady Evelyn, to promise me some
money, a great deal of money, as much as would buy you a little mannish
cloth frock--for the complete bringing-up, until years of discretion, of a
young stranger whom the sea has laid upon our shore. Our people, kind as
they are, are very poor, and overburdened with children; besides, they
have got a certain repugnance for this poor little waif, cast up by that
dreadful storm, and who is doubtless a heathen, for she had no little
crosses or scapulars on, like proper Christian children. So, being unable
to get any of our women to adopt the child, and having an old bachelor's
terror of my housekeeper, I have bethought me of certain nuns, holy women,
who teach little girls to say their prayers and make lace close by here;
and of your dear Excellency to pay for the whole business.
Poor little brown mite! She was picked up after the storm (such a
set-out of ship-models and votive candles as that storm must have brought
the Madonna at Porto Venere!) on a strip of sand between the rocks of our
castle: the thing was really miraculous, for this coast is like a shark's
jaw, and the bits of sand are tiny and far between. She was lashed to a
plank, swaddled up close in outlandish garments; and when they brought her
to me they thought she must certainly be dead: a little girl of four or
five, decidedly pretty, and as brown as a berry, who, when she came to,
shook her head to show she understood no kind of Italian, and jabbered
some half-intelligible Eastern jabber, a few Greek words embedded in I
know not what; the Superior of the College De Propagand Fidē would
be puzzled to know. The child appears to be the only survivor from a ship
which must have gone down in the great squall, and whose timbers have been
strewing the bay for some days past; no one at Spezia or in any of our
ports knows anything about her, but she was seen, apparently making for
Porto Venere, by some of our sardine-fishers: a big, lumbering craft, with
eyes painted on each side of the prow, which, as you know, is a
peculiarity of Greek boats. She was sighted for the last time off the
island of Palmaria, entering, with all sails spread, right into the thick
of the storm-darkness. No bodies, strangely enough, have been washed
ashore.
July 10.
I have received the money, dear Donna Evelina. There was tremendous
excitement down at San Massimo when the carrier came in with a registered
letter, and I was sent for, in presence of all the village authorities, to
sign my name on the postal register.
The child has already been settled some days with the nuns; such dear
little nuns (nuns always go straight to the heart of an old priest-hater
and conspirator against the Pope, you know), dressed in brown robes and
close, white caps, with an immense round straw-hat flapping behind their
heads like a nimbus: they are called Sisters of the Stigmata, and have a
convent and school at San Massimo, a little way inland, with an untidy
garden full of lavender and cherry-trees. Your protge has already half
set the convent, the village, the Episcopal See, the Order of St. Francis,
by the ears. First, because nobody could make out whether or not she had
been christened. The question was a grave one, for it appears (as your
uncle-in-law, the Cardinal, will tell you) that it is almost equally
undesirable to be christened twice over as not to be christened at all.
The first danger was finally decided upon as the less terrible; but the
child, they say, had evidently been baptized before, and knew that the
operation ought not to be repeated, for she kicked and plunged and yelled
like twenty little devils, and positively would not let the holy water
touch her. The Mother Superior, who always took for granted that the
baptism had taken place before, says that the child was quite right, and
that Heaven was trying to prevent a sacrilege; but the priest and the
barber's wife, who had to hold her, think the occurrence fearful, and
suspect the little girl of being a Protestant. Then the question of the
name. Pinned to her clothes--striped Eastern things, and that kind of
crinkled silk stuff they weave in Crete and Cyprus--was a piece of
parchment, a scapular we thought at first, but which was found to contain
only the name Dionea--Dionea, as they pronounce it here. The question was,
Could such a name be fitly borne by a young lady at the Convent of the
Stigmata? Half the population here have names as unchristian quite--Norma,
Odoacer, Archimedes--my housemaid is called Themis--but Dionea seemed to
scandalise every one, perhaps because these good folk had a mysterious
instinct that the name is derived from Dione, one of the loves of Father
Zeus, and mother of no less a lady than the goddess Venus. The child was
very near being called Maria, although there are already twenty-three
other Marias, Mariettas, Mariuccias, and so forth at the convent. But the
sister-bookkeeper, who apparently detests monotony, bethought her to look
out Dionea first in the Calendar, which proved useless; and then in a big
vellum-bound book, printed at Venice in 1625, called "Flos Sanctorum, or
Lives of the Saints, by Father Ribadeneira, S.J., with the addition of
such Saints as have no assigned place in the Almanack, otherwise called
the Movable or Extravagant Saints." The zeal of Sister Anna Maddalena has
been rewarded, for there, among the Extravagant Saints, sure enough, with
a border of palm-branches and hour-glasses, stands the name of Saint
Dionea, Virgin and Martyr, a lady of Antioch, put to death by the Emperor
Decius. I know your Excellency's taste for historical information, so I
forward this item. But I fear, dear Lady Evelyn, I fear that the heavenly
patroness of your little sea-waif was a much more extravagant saint than
that.
December 21, 1879.
Many thanks, dear Donna Evelina, for the money for Dionea's schooling.
Indeed, it was not wanted yet: the accomplishments of young ladies are
taught at a very moderate rate at Montemirto: and as to clothes, which you
mention, a pair of wooden clogs, with pretty red tips, costs sixty-five
centimes, and ought to last three years, if the owner is careful to carry
them on her head in a neat parcel when out walking, and to put them on
again only on entering the village. The Mother Superior is greatly
overcome by your Excellency's munificence towards the convent, and much
perturbed at being unable to send you a specimen of your protge's skill,
exemplified in an embroidered pocket-handkerchief or a pair of mittens;
but the fact is that poor Dionea has no skill. "We will pray to the
Madonna and St. Francis to make her more worthy," remarked the Superior.
Perhaps, however, your Excellency, who is, I fear but a Pagan woman (for
all the Savelli Popes and St. Andrew Savelli's miracles), and
insufficiently appreciative of embroidered pocket-handkerchiefs, will be
quite as satisfied to hear that Dionea, instead of skill, has got the
prettiest face of any little girl in Montemirto. She is tall, for her age
(she is eleven) quite wonderfully well proportioned and extremely strong:
of all the convent-full, she is the only one for whom I have never been
called in. The features are very regular, the hair black, and despite all
the good Sisters' efforts to keep it smooth like a Chinaman's, beautifully
curly. I am glad she should be pretty, for she will more easily find a
husband; and also because it seems fitting that your protge should be
beautiful. Unfortunately her character is not so satisfactory: she hates
learning, sewing, washing up the dishes, all equally. I am sorry to say
she shows no natural piety. Her companions detest her, and the nuns,
although they admit that she is not exactly naughty, seem to feel her as a
dreadful thorn in the flesh. She spends hours and hours on the terrace
overlooking the sea (her great desire, she confided to me, is to get to
the sea--to get back to the sea, as she expressed it), and lying in the
garden, under the big myrtle-bushes, and, in spring and summer, under the
rose-hedge. The nuns say that rose-hedge and that myrtle-bush are growing
a great deal too big, one would think from Dionea's lying under them; the
fact, I suppose, has drawn attention to them. "That child makes all the
useless weeds grow," remarked Sister Reparata. Another of Dionea's
amusements is playing with pigeons. The number of pigeons she collects
about her is quite amazing; you would never have thought that San Massimo
or the neighbouring hills contained as many. They flutter down like
snowflakes, and strut and swell themselves out, and furl and unfurl their
tails, and peck with little sharp movements of their silly, sensual heads
and a little throb and gurgle in their throats, while Dionea lies
stretched out full length in the sun, putting out her lips, which they
come to kiss, and uttering strange, cooing sounds; or hopping about,
flapping her arms slowly like wings, and raising her little head with much
the same odd gesture as they;--'tis a lovely sight, a thing fit for one of
your painters, Burne Jones or Tadema, with the myrtle-bushes all round,
the bright, white-washed convent walls behind, the white marble chapel
steps (all steps are marble in this Carrara country), and the enamel blue
sea through the ilex-branches beyond. But the good Sisters abominate these
pigeons, who, it appears, are messy little creatures, and they complain
that, were it not that the Reverend Director likes a pigeon in his pot on
a holiday, they could not stand the bother of perpetually sweeping the
chapel steps and the kitchen threshold all along of those dirty birds....
August 6, 1882.
Do not tempt me, dearest Excellency, with your invitations to Rome. I
should not be happy there, and do but little honour to your friendship. My
many years of exile, of wanderings in northern countries, have made me a
little bit into a northern man: I cannot quite get on with my own
fellow-countrymen, except with the good peasants and fishermen all round.
Besides--forgive the vanity of an old man, who has learned to make triple
acrostic sonnets to cheat the days and months at Theresienstadt and
Spielberg--I have suffered too much for Italy to endure patiently the
sight of little parliamentary cabals and municipal wranglings, although
they also are necessary in this day as conspiracies and battles were in
mine. I am not fit for your roomful of ministers and learned men and
pretty women: the former would think me an ignoramus, and the latter--what
would afflict me much more--a pedant.... Rather, if your Excellency really
wants to show yourself and your children to your father's old protg of
Mazzinian times, find a few days to come here next spring. You shall have
some very bare rooms with brick floors and white curtains opening out on
my terrace; and a dinner of all manner of fish and milk (the white garlic
flowers shall be mown away from under the olives lest my cow should eat
it) and eggs cooked in herbs plucked in the hedges. Your boys can go and
see the big ironclads at Spezia; and you shall come with me up our lanes
fringed with delicate ferns and overhung by big olives, and into the
fields where the cherry-trees shed their blossoms on to the budding vines,
the fig-trees stretching out their little green gloves, where the goats
nibble perched on their hind legs, and the cows low in the huts of reeds;
and there rise from the ravines, with the gurgle of the brooks, from the
cliffs with the boom of the surf, the voices of unseen boys and girls,
singing about love and flowers and death, just as in the days of
Theocritus, whom your learned Excellency does well to read. Has your
Excellency ever read Longus, a Greek pastoral novelist? He is a trifle
free, a trifle nude for us readers of Zola; but the old French of Amyot
has a wonderful charm, and he gives one an idea, as no one else does, how
folk lived in such valleys, by such sea-boards, as these in the days when
daisy-chains and garlands of roses were still hung on the olive-trees for
the nymphs of the grove; when across the bay, at the end of the narrow
neck of blue sea, there clung to the marble rocks not a church of Saint
Laurence, with the sculptured martyr on his gridiron, but the temple of
Venus, protecting her harbour.... Yes, dear Lady Evelyn, you have guessed
aright. Your old friend has returned to his sins, and is scribbling once
more. But no longer at verses or political pamphlets. I am enthralled by a
tragic history, the history of the fall of the Pagan Gods.... Have you
ever read of their wanderings and disguises, in my friend Heine's little
book?
And if you come to Montemirto, you shall see also your protge, of
whom you ask for news. It has just missed being disastrous. Poor Dionea! I
fear that early voyage tied to the spar did no good to her wits, poor
little waif! There has been a fearful row; and it has required all my
influence, and all the awfulness of your Excellency's name, and the
Papacy, and the Holy Roman Empire, to prevent her expulsion by the Sisters
of the Stigmata. It appears that this mad creature very nearly committed a
sacrilege: she was discovered handling in a suspicious manner the
Madonna's gala frock and her best veil of pizzo di Cant, a gift of the
late Marchioness Violante Vigalcila of Fornovo. One of the orphans, Zaira
Barsanti, whom they call the Rossaccia, even pretends to have surprised
Dionea as she was about to adorn her wicked little person with these
sacred garments; and, on another occasion, when Dionea had been sent to
pass some oil and sawdust over the chapel floor (it was the eve of Easter
of the Roses), to have discovered her seated on the edge of the altar, in
the very place of the Most Holy Sacrament. I was sent for in hot haste,
and had to assist at an ecclesiastical council in the convent parlour,
where Dionea appeared, rather out of place, an amazing little beauty,
dark, lithe, with an odd, ferocious gleam in her eyes, and a still odder
smile, tortuous, serpentine, like that of Leonardo da Vinci's women, among
the plaster images of St. Francis, and the glazed and framed samplers
before the little statue of the Virgin, which wears in summer a kind of
mosquito-curtain to guard it from the flies, who, as you know, are
creatures of Satan.
Speaking of Satan, does your Excellency know that on the inside of our
little convent door, just above the little perforated plate of metal (like
the rose of a watering-pot) through which the Sister-portress peeps and
talks, is pasted a printed form, an arrangement of holy names and texts in
triangles, and the stigmatised hands of St. Francis, and a variety of
other devices, for the purpose, as is explained in a special notice, of
baffling the Evil One, and preventing his entrance into that building? Had
you seen Dionea, and the stolid, contemptuous way in which she took,
without attempting to refute, the various shocking allegations against
her, your Excellency would have reflected, as I did, that the door in
question must have been accidentally absent from the premises, perhaps at
the joiner's for repair, the day that your protge first penetrated into
the convent. The ecclesiastical tribunal, consisting of the Mother
Superior, three Sisters, the Capuchin Director, and your humble servant
(who vainly attempted to be Devil's advocate), sentenced Dionea, among
other things, to make the sign of the cross twenty-six times on the bare
floor with her tongue. Poor little child! One might almost expect that, as
happened when Dame Venus scratched her hand on the thorn-bush, red roses
should sprout up between the fissures of the dirty old bricks.
October 14, 1883.
You ask whether, now that the Sisters let Dionea go and do half a day's
service now and then in the village, and that Dionea is a grown-up
creature, she does not set the place by the ears with her beauty. The
people here are quite aware of its existence. She is already dubbed La
bella Dionea; but that does not bring her any nearer getting a husband,
although your Excellency's generous offer of a wedding-portion is well
known throughout the district of San Massimo and Montemirto. None of our
boys, peasants or fishermen, seem to hang on her steps; and if they turn
round to stare and whisper as she goes by straight and dainty in her
wooden clogs, with the pitcher of water or the basket of linen on her
beautiful crisp dark head, it is, I remark, with an expression rather of
fear than of love. The women, on their side, make horns with their fingers
as she passes, and as they sit by her side in the convent chapel; but that
seems natural. My housekeeper tells me that down in the village she is
regarded as possessing the evil eye and bringing love misery. "You mean,"
I said, "that a glance from her is too much for our lads' peace of mind."
Veneranda shook her head, and explained, with the deference and contempt
with which she always mentions any of her countryfolk's superstitions to
me, that the matter is different: it's not with her they are in love (they
would be afraid of her eye), but where-ever she goes the young people must
needs fall in love with each other, and usually where it is far from
desirable. "You know Sora Luisa, the blacksmith's widow? Well, Dionea did
a half-service for her last month, to prepare for the wedding of Luisa's
daughter. Well, now, the girl must say, forsooth! that she won't have
Pieriho of Lerici any longer, but will have that raggamuffin Wooden Pipe
from Solaro, or go into a convent. And the girl changed her mind the very
day that Dionea had come into the house. Then there is the wife of Pippo,
the coffee-house keeper; they say she is carrying on with one of the
coastguards, and Dionea helped her to do her washing six weeks ago. The
son of Sor Temistocle has just cut off a linger to avoid the conscription,
because he is mad about his cousin and afraid of being taken for a
soldier; and it is a fact that some of the shirts which were made for him
at the Stigmata had been sewn by Dionea;"... and thus a perfect string of
love misfortunes, enough to make a little "Decameron," I assure you, and
all laid to Dionea's account. Certain it is that the people of San Massimo
are terribly afraid of Dionea....
July 17, 1884.
Dionea's strange influence seems to be extending in a terrible way. I
am almost beginning to think that our folk are correct in their fear of
the young witch. I used to think, as physician to a convent, that nothing
was more erroneous than all the romancings of Diderot and Schubert (your
Excellency sang me his "Young Nun" once: do you recollect, just before
your marriage?), and that no more humdrum creature existed than one of our
little nuns, with their pink baby faces under their tight white caps. It
appeared the romancing was more correct than the prose. Unknown things
have sprung up in these good Sisters' hearts, as unknown flowers have
sprung up among the myrtle-bushes and the rose-hedge which Dionea lies
under. Did I ever mention to you a certain little Sister Giuliana, who
professed only two years ago?--a funny rose and white little creature
presiding over the infirmary, as prosaic a little saint as ever kissed a
crucifix or scoured a saucepan. Well, Sister Giuliana has disappeared, and
the same day has disappeared also a sailor-boy from the port.
August 20, 1884.
The case of Sister Giuliana seems to have been but the beginning of an
extraordinary love epidemic at the Convent of the Stigmata: the elder
schoolgirls have to be kept under lock and key lest they should talk over
the wall in the moonlight, or steal out to the little hunchback who writes
love-letters at a penny a-piece, beautiful flourishes and all, under the
portico by the Fishmarket. I wonder does that wicked little Dionea, whom
no one pays court to, smile (her lips like a Cupid's bow or a tiny snake's
curves) as she calls the pigeons down around her, or lies fondling the
cats under the myrtle-bush, when she sees the pupils going about with
swollen, red eyes; the poor little nuns taking fresh penances on the cold
chapel flags; and hears the long-drawn guttural vowels, amore and morte
and mio bene, which rise up of an evening, with the boom of the surf and
the scent of the lemon-flowers, as the young men wander up and down,
arm-in-arm, twanging their guitars along the moonlit lanes under the
olives?
October 20, 1885.
A terrible, terrible thing has happened! I write to your Excellency
with hands all a-tremble; and yet I must write, I must speak, or else I
shall cry out. Did I ever mention to you Father Domenico of Casoria, the
confessor of our Convent of the Stigmata? A young man, tall, emaciated
with fasts and vigils, but handsome like the monk playing the virginal in
Giorgione's "Concert," and under his brown serge still the most stalwart
fellow of the country all round? One has heard of men struggling with the
tempter. Well, well, Father Domenico had struggled as hard as any of the
Anchorites recorded by St. Jerome, and he had conquered. I never knew
anything comparable to the angelic serenity of gentleness of this
victorious soul. I don't like monks, but I loved Father Domenico. I might
have been his father, easily, yet I always felt a certain shyness and awe
of him; and yet men have accounted me a clean-lived man in my generation;
but I felt, whenever I approached him, a poor worldly creature, debased by
the knowledge of so many mean and ugly things. Of late Father Domenico had
seemed to me less calm than usual: his eyes had grown strangely bright,
and red spots had formed on his salient cheekbones. One day last week,
taking his hand, I felt his pulse flutter, and all his strength as it
were, liquefy under my touch. "You are ill," I said. "You have fever,
Father Domenico. You have been overdoing yourself--some new privation,
some new penance. Take care and do not tempt Heaven; remember the flesh is
weak." Father Domenico withdrew his hand quickly. "Do not say that," he
cried; "the flesh is strong!" and turned away his face. His eyes were
glistening and he shook all over. "Some quinine," I ordered. But I felt it
was no case for quinine. Prayers might be more useful, and could I have
given them he should not have wanted. Last night I was suddenly sent for
to Father Domenico's monastery above Montemirto: they told me he was ill.
I ran up through the dim twilight of moonbeams and olives with a sinking
heart. Something told me my monk was dead. He was lying in a little low
whitewashed room; they had carried him there from his own cell in hopes he
might still be alive. The windows were wide open; they framed some
olive-branches, glistening in the moonlight, and far below, a strip of
moonlit sea. When I told them that he was really dead, they brought some
tapers and lit them at his head and feet, and placed a crucifix between
his hands. "The Lord has been pleased to call our poor brother to Him,"
said the Superior. "A case of apoplexy, my dear Doctor--a case of
apoplexy. You will make out the certificate for the authorities." I made
out the certificate. It was weak of me. But, after all, why make a
scandal? He certainly had no wish to injure the poor monks.
Next day I found the little nuns all in tears. They were gathering
flowers to send as a last gift to their confessor. In the convent garden I
found Dionea, standing by the side of a big basket of roses, one of the
white pigeons perched on her shoulder.
"So," she said, "he has killed himself with charcoal, poor Padre
Domenico!"
Something in her tone, her eyes, shocked me.
"God has called to Himself one of His most faithful servants," I said
gravely.
Standing opposite this girl, magnificent, radiant in her beauty, before
the rose-hedge, with the white pigeons furling and unfurling, strutting
and pecking all round, I seemed to see suddenly the whitewashed room of
last night, the big crucifix, that poor thin face under the yellow
waxlight. I felt glad for Father Domenico; his battle was over.
"Take this to Father Domenico from me," said Dionea, breaking off a
twig of myrtle starred over with white blossom; and raising her head with
that smile like the twist of a young snake, she sang out in a high
guttural voice a strange chaunt, consisting of the word Amor--amor--amor.
I took the branch of myrtle and threw it in her face.
January 3, 1886
It will be difficult to find a place for Dionea, and in this
neighbourhood well-nigh impossible. The people associate her somehow with
the death of Father Domenico, which has confirmed her reputation of having
the evil eye. She left the convent (being now seventeen) some two months
back, and is at present gaining her bread working with the masons at our
notary's new house at Lerici: the work is hard, but our women often do it,
and it is magnificent to see Dionea, in her short white skirt and tight
white bodice, mixing the smoking lime with her beautiful strong arms; or,
an empty sack drawn over her head and shoulders, walking majestically up
the cliff, up the scaffoldings with her load of bricks.... I am, however,
very anxious to get Dionea out of the neighbourhood, because I cannot help
dreading the annoyances to which her reputation for the evil eye exposes
her, and even some explosion of rage if ever she should lose the
indifferent contempt with which she treats them. I hear that one of the
rich men of our part of the world, a certain Sor Agostino of Sarzana, who
owns a whole flank of marble mountain, is looking out for a maid for his
daughter, who is about to be married; kind people and patriarchal in their
riches, the old man still sitting down to table with all his servants; and
his nephew, who is going to be his son-in-law, a splendid young fellow,
who has worked like Jacob, in the quarry and at the saw-mill, for love of
his pretty cousin. That whole house is so good, simple, and peaceful, that
I hope it may tame down even Dionea. If I do not succeed in getting Dionea
this place (and all your Excellency's illustriousness and all my poor
eloquence will be needed to counteract the sinister reports attaching to
our poor little waif), it will be best to accept your suggestion of taking
the girl into your household at Rome, since you are curious to see what
you call our baleful beauty. I am amused, and a little indignant at what
you say about your footmen being handsome: Don Juan himself, my dear Lady
Evelyn, would be cowed by Dionea....
May 29, 1886.
Here is Dionea back upon our hands once more! but I cannot send her to
your Excellency. Is it from living among these peasants and fishing-folk,
or is it because, as people pretend, a sceptic is always superstitious? I
could not muster courage to send you Dionea, although your boys are still
in sailor-clothes and your uncle, the Cardinal, is eighty-four; and as to
the Prince, why, he bears the most potent amulet against Dionea's terrible
powers in your own dear capricious person. Seriously, there is something
eerie in this coincidence. Poor Dionea! I feel sorry for her, exposed to
the passion of a once patriarchally respectable old man. I feel even more
abashed at the incredible audacity, I should almost say sacrilegious
madness, of the vile old creature. But still the coincidence is strange
and uncomfortable. Last week the lightning struck a huge olive in the
orchard of Sor Agostino's house above Sarzana. Under the olive was Sor
Agostino himself, who was killed on the spot; and opposite, not twenty
paces off, drawing water from the well, unhurt and calm, was Dionea. It
was the end of a sultry afternoon: I was on a terrace in one of those
villages of ours, jammed, like some hardy bush, in the gash of a
hill-side. I saw the storm rush down the valley, a sudden blackness, and
then, like a curse, a flash, a tremendous crash, re-echoed by a dozen
hills. "I told him," Dionea said very quietly, when she came to stay with
me the next day (for Sor Agostino's family would not have her for another
half-minute), "that if he did not leave me alone Heaven would send him an
accident."
July 15, 1886.
My book? Oh, dear Donna Evelina, do not make me blush by talking of my
book! Do not make an old man, respectable, a Government functionary
(communal physician of the district of San Massimo and Montemirto Ligure),
confess that he is but a lazy unprofitable dreamer, collecting materials
as a child picks hips out of a hedge, only to throw them away, liking them
merely for the little occupation of scratching his hands and standing on
tiptoe, for their pretty redness.... You remember what Balzac says about
projecting any piece of work?--"C'est fumier des cigarettes
enchantes.."... Well, well! The data obtainable about the ancient gods in
their days of adversity are few and far between: a quotation here and
there from the Fathers; two or three legends; Venus reappearing; the
persecutions of Apollo in Styria; Proserpina going, in Chaucer, to reign
over the fairies; a few obscure religious persecutions in the Middle Ages
on the score of Paganism; some strange rites practised till lately in the
depths of a Breton forest near Lannion.... As to Tannhuser, he was a real
knight, and a sorry one, and a real Minnesinger not of the best. Your
Excellency will find some of his poems in Von der Hagen's four immense
volumes, but I recommend you to take your notions of Ritter Tannhuser's
poetry rather from Wagner. Certain it is that the Pagan divinities lasted
much longer than we suspect, sometimes in their own nakedness, sometimes
in the stolen garb of the Madonna or the saints. Who knows whether they do
not exist to this day? And, indeed, is it possible they should not? For
the awfulness of the deep woods, with their filtered green light, the
creak of the swaying, solitary reeds, exists, and is Pan; and the blue,
starry May night exists, the sough of the waves, the warm wind carrying
the sweetness of the lemon-blossoms, the bitterness of the myrtle on our
rocks, the distant chaunt of the boys cleaning out their nets, of the
girls sickling the grass under the olives, Amor--amor--amor, and all this
is the great goddess Venus. And opposite to me, as I write, between the
branches of the ilexes, across the blue sea, streaked like a Ravenna
mosaic with purple and green, shimmer the white houses and walls, the
steeple and towers, an enchanted Fata Morgana city, of dim Porto
Venere;... and I mumble to myself the verse of Catullus, but addressing a
greater and more terrible goddess than he did :--
"Procul a mea sit furor omnis, Hera, domo; alios; age incitatos, alios
age rabidos."
March 25, 1887.
Yes; I will do everything in my power for your friends. Are you
well-bred folk as well bred as we, Republican bourgeois, with the coarse
hands (though you once told me mine were psychic hands when the mania of
palmistry had not yet been succeeded by that of the Reconciliation between
Church and State), I wonder, that you should apologise, you whose father
fed me and housed me and clothed me in my exile, for giving me the horrid
trouble of hunting for lodgings? It is like you, dear Donna Evelina, to
have sent me photographs of my future friend Waldemar's statue.... I have
no love for modern sculpture, for all the hours I have spent in Gibson's
and Dupr's studio: 'tis a dead art we should do better to bury. But your
Waldemar has something of the old spirit: he seems to feel the divineness
of the mere body, the spirituality of a limpid stream of mere physical
life. But why among these statues only men and boys, athletes and fauns?
Why only the bust of that thin, delicate-lipped little Madonna wife of
his? Why no wide-shouldered Amazon or broad-flanked Aphrodite?
April 10, 1887.
You ask me how poor Dionea is getting on. Not as your Excellency and I
ought to have expected when we placed her with the good Sisters of the
Stigmata: although I wager that, fantastic and capricious as you are, you
would be better pleased (hiding it carefully from that grave side of you
which bestows devout little books and carbolic acid upon the indigent)
that your protge should be a witch than a serving-maid, a maker of
philters rather than a knitter of stockings and sewer of shirts.
A maker of philters. Roughly speaking, that is Dionea's profession. She
lives upon the money which I dole out to her (with many useless
objurgations) on behalf of your Excellency; and her ostensible employment
is mending nets, collecting olives, carrying bricks, and other
miscellaneous jobs; but her real status is that of village sorceress. You
think our peasants are sceptical? Perhaps they do not believe in
thought-reading, mesmerism, and ghosts, like you, dear Lady Evelyn. But
they believe very firmly in the evil eye, in magic, and in love-potions.
Every one has his little story of this or that which happened to his
brother or cousin or neighbour. My stable-boy and male factotum's
brother-in-law, living some years ago in Corsica, was seized with a
longing for a dance with his beloved at one of those balls which our
peasants give in the winter, when the snow makes leisure in the mountains.
A wizard anointed him for money, and straightway he turned into a black
cat, and in three bounds was over the seas, at the door of his uncle's
cottage, and among the dancers. He caught his beloved by the skirt to draw
her attention; but she replied with a kick which sent him squealing back
to Corsica. When he returned in summer he refused to marry the lady, and
carried his left arm in a sling. "You broke it when I came to the Veglia!"
he said, and all seemed explained. Another lad, returning from working in
the vineyards near Marseilles, was walking up to his native village, high
in our hills, one moonlight night. He heard sounds of fiddle and fife from
a roadside barn, and saw yellow light from its chinks; and then entering,
he found many women dancing, old and young, and among them his affianced.
He tried to snatch her round the waist for a waltz (they play Mme. Angot
at our rustic balls), but the girl was unclutchable, and whispered, "Go;
for these are witches, who will kill thee; and I am a witch also. Alas! I
shall go to hell when I die."
I could tell your Excellency dozens of such stories. But love-philters
are among the commonest things to sell and buy. Do you remember the sad
little story of Cervantes' Licentiate, who, instead of a love-potion,
drank a philter which made him think he was made of glass, fit emblem of a
poor mad poet? ... It is love-philters that Dionea prepares. No; do not
misunderstand; they do not give love of her, still less her love. Your
seller of love-charms is as cold as ice, as pure as snow. The priest has
crusaded against her, and stones have flown at her as she went by from
dissatisfied lovers; and the very children, paddling in the sea and making
mud-pies in the sand, have put out forefinger and little finger and
screamed, "Witch, witch! ugly witch!" as she passed with basket or brick
load; but Dionea has only smiled, that snake-like, amused smile, but more
ominous than of yore. The other day I determined to seek her and argue
with her on the subject of her evil trade. Dionea has a certain regard for
me; not, I fancy, a result of gratitude, but rather the recognition of a
certain admiration and awe which she inspires in your Excellency's foolish
old servant. She has taken up her abode in a deserted hut, built of dried
reeds and thatch, such as they keep cows in, among the olives on the
cliffs. She was not there, but about the hut pecked some white pigeons,
and from it, startling me foolishly with its unexpected sound, came the
eerie bleat of her pet goat.... Among the olives it was twilight already,
with streakings of faded rose in the sky, and faded rose, like long trails
of petals, on the distant sea. I clambered down among the myrtle-bushes
and came to a little semicircle of yellow sand, between two high and
jagged rocks, the place where the sea had deposited Dionea after the
wreck. She was seated there on the sand, her bare foot dabbling in the
waves; she had twisted a wreath of myrtle and wild roses on her black,
crisp hair. Near her was one of our prettiest girls, the Lena of Sor
Tullio the blacksmith, with ashy, terrified face under her flowered
kerchief. I determined to speak to the child, but without startling her
now, for she is a nervous, hysteric little thing. So I sat on the rocks,
screened by the myrtle-bushes, waiting till the girl had gone. Dionea,
seated listless on the sands, leaned over the sea and took some of its
water in the hollow of her hand. "Here," she said to the Lena of Sor
Tullio, "fill your bottle with this and give it to drink to Tommasino the
Rosebud." Then she set to singing:--
"Love is salt, like sea-water--I drink and I die of thirst.... Water!
water! Yet the more I drink, the more I burn. Love! thou art bitter as the
seaweed."
April 20, 1887.
Your friends are settled here, dear Lady Evelyn. The house is built in
what was once a Genoese fort, growing like a grey spiked aloes out of the
marble rocks of our bay; rock and wall (the walls existed long before
Genoa was ever heard of) grown almost into a homogeneous mass, delicate
grey, stained with black and yellow lichen, and dotted here and there with
myrtle-shoots and crim- son snapdragon. In what was once the highest
enclosure of the fort, where your friend Gertrude watches the maids
hanging out the fine white sheets and pillow-cases to dry (a bit of the
North, of Hermann and Dorothea transferred to the South), a great twisted
fig-tree juts out like an eccentric gurgoyle over the sea, and drops its
ripe fruit into the deep blue pools. There is but scant furniture in the
house, but a great oleander overhangs it, presently to burst into pink
splendour; and on all the window-sills, even that of the kitchen (such a
background of shining brass saucepans Waldemar's wife has made of it!) are
pipkins and tubs full of trailing carnations, and tufts of sweet basil and
thyme and mignonette. She pleases me most, your Gertrude, although you
foretold I should prefer the husband; with her thin white face, a Memling
Madonna finished by some Tuscan sculptor, and her long, delicate white
hands ever busy, like those of a medižval lady, with some delicate piece
of work; and the strange blue, more limpid than the sky and deeper than
the sea, of her rarely lifted glance.
It is in her company that I like Waldemar best; I prefer to the genius
that infinitely tender and respectful, I would not say lover--yet I have
no other word--of his pale wife. He seems to me, when with her, like some
fierce, generous, wild thing from the woods, like the lion of Una, tame
and submissive to this saint.... This tenderness is really very beautiful
on the part of that big lion Waldemar, with his odd eyes, as of some wild
animal--odd, and, your Excellency remarks, not without a gleam of latent
ferocity. I think that hereby hangs the explanation of his never doing any
but male figures: the female figure, he says (and your Excellency must
hold him responsible, not me, for such profanity), is almost inevitably
inferior in strength and beauty; woman is not form, but expression, and
therefore suits painting, but not sculpture. The point of a woman is not
her body, but (and here his eyes rested very tenderly upon the thin white
profile of his wife) her soul. "Still," I answered, "the ancients, who
understood such matters, did manufacture some tolerable female statues:
the Fates of the Parthenon, the Phidian Pallas, the Venus of Milo." ...
"Ah! yes," exclaimed Waldemar, smiling, with that savage gleam of his
eyes; "but those are not women, and the people who made them have left as
the tales of Endymion, Adonis, Anchises: a goddess might sit for them."
...
May 5, 1887.
Has it ever struck your Excellency in one of your La Rochefoucauld fits
(in Lent say, after too many balls) that not merely maternal but conjugal
unselfishness may be a very selfish thing? There! you toss your little
head at my words; yet I wager I have heard you say that other women may
think it right to humour their husbands, but as to you, the Prince must
learn that a wife's duty is as much to chasten her husband's whims as to
satisfy them. I really do feel indignant that such a snow-white saint
should wish another woman to part with all instincts of modesty merely
because that other woman would be a good model for her husband; really it
is intolerable. "Leave the girl alone," Waldemar said, laughing. "What do
I want with the unžsthetic sex, as Schopenhauer calls it?" But Gertrude
has set her heart on his doing a female figure; it seems that folk have
twitted him with never having produced one. She has long been on the
look-out for a model for him. It is odd to see this pale, demure,
diaphanous creature, not the more earthly for approaching motherhood,
scanning the girls of our village with the eyes of a slave-dealer.
"If you insist on speaking to Dionea," I said, "I shall insist on
speaking to her at the same time, to urge her to refuse your proposal."
But Waldemar's pale wife was indifferent to all my speeches about modesty
being a poor girl's only dowry. "She will do for a Venus," she merely
answered.
We went up to the cliffs together, after some sharp words, Waldemar's
wife hanging on my arm as we slowly clambered up the stony path among the
olives. We found Dionea at the door of her hut, making faggots of
myrtle-branches. She listened sullenly to Gertrude's offer and
explanations; indifferently to my admonitions not to accept. The thought
of stripping for the view of a man, which would send a shudder through our
most brazen village girls, seemed not to startle her, immaculate and
savage as she is accounted. She did not answer, but sat under the olives,
looking vaguely across the sea. At that moment Waldemar came up to us; he
had followed with the intention of putting an end to these wranglings.
"Gertrude," he said, "do leave her alone. I have found a model--a
fisher-boy, whom I much prefer to any woman."
Dionea raised her head with that serpentine smile. "I will come," she
said.
Waldemar stood silent; his eyes were fixed on her, where she stood
under the olives, her white shift loose about her splendid throat, her
shining feet bare in the grass. Vaguely, as if not knowing what he said,
he asked her name. She answered that her name was Dionea; for the rest,
she was an Innocentina, that is to say, a foundling; then she began to
sing:-- "Flower of the myrtle! My father is the starry sky; The mother
that made me is the sea."
June 22, 1887.
I confess I was an old fool to have grudged Waldemar his model. As I
watch him gradually building up his statue, watch the goddess gradually
emerging from the clay heap, I ask myself--and the case might trouble a
more subtle moralist than me--whether a village girl, an obscure, useless
life within the bounds of what we choose to call right and wrong, can be
weighed against the possession by mankind of a great work of art, a Venus
immortally beautiful? Still, I am glad that the two alternatives need not
be weighed against each other. Nothing can equal the kindness of Gertrude,
now that Dionea has consented to sit to her husband; the girl is
ostensibly merely a servant like any other; and, lest any report of her
real functions should get abroad and discredit her at San Massimo or
Montemirto, she is to be taken to Rome, where no one will be the wiser,
and where, by the way, your Excellency will have an opportunity of
comparing Waldemar's goddess of love with our little orphan of the Convent
of the Stigmata. What reassures me still more is the curious attitude of
Waldemar towards the girl. I could never have believed that an artist
could regard a woman so utterly as a mere inanimate thing, a form to copy,
like a tree or flower. Truly he carries out his theory that sculpture
knows only the body, and the body scarcely considered as human. The way in
which he speaks to Dionea after hours of the most rapt contemplation of
her is almost brutal in its coldness. And yet to hear him exclaim, "How
beautiful she is! Good God, how beautiful!" No love of mere woman was ever
so violent as this love of woman's mere shape.
June 27, 1887.
You asked me once, dearest Excellency, whether there survived among our
people (you had evidently added a volume on folk-lore to that heap of
half-cut, dog's-eared books that litter about among the Chineseries and
medižval brocades of your rooms) any trace of Pagan myths. I explained to
you then that all our fairy mythology, classic gods, and demons and
heroes, teemed with fairies, ogres, and princes. Last night I had a
curious proof of this. Going to see the Waldemar, I found Dionea seated
under the oleander at the top of the old Genoese fort, telling stories to
the two little blonde children who were making the falling pink blossoms
into necklaces at her feet; the pigeons, Dionea's white pigeons, which
never leave her, strutting and pecking among the basil pots, and the white
gulls flying round the rocks overhead. This is what I heard... "And the
three fairies said to the youngest son of the King, to the one who had
been brought up as a shepherd, 'Take this apple, and give it to her among
us who is most beautiful.' And the first fairy said, 'If thou give it to
me thou shalt be Emperor of Rome, and have purple clothes, and have a gold
crown and gold armour, and horses and courtiers;' and the second said, 'If
thou give it to me thou shalt be Pope, and wear a mitre, and have the keys
of heaven and hell;' and the third fairy said, 'Give the apple to me, for
I will give thee the most beautiful lady to wife.' And the youngest son of
the King sat in the green meadow and thought about it a little, and then
said, 'What use is there in being Emperor or Pope? Give me the beautiful
lady to wife, since I am young myself.' And he gave the apple to the third
of the three fairies." ...
Dionea droned out the story in her half-Genoese dialect, her eyes
looking far away across the blue sea, dotted with sails like white
sea-gulls, that strange serpentine smile on her lips.
"Who told thee that fable?" I asked.
She took a handful of oleander-blossoms from the ground, and throwing
them in the air, answered listlessly, as she watched the little shower of
rosy petals descend on her black hair and pale breast--
"Who knows?"
July 6, 1887.
How strange is the power of art! Has Waldemar's statue shown me the
real Dionea, or has Dionea really grown more strangely beautiful than
before? Your Excellency will laugh; but when I meet her I cast down my
eyes after the first glimpse of her loveliness; not with the shyness of a
ridiculous old pursuer of the Eternal Feminine, but with a sort of
religious awe--the feeling with which, as a child kneeling by my mother's
side, I looked down on the church flags when the Mass bell told the
elevation of the Host.... Do you remember the story of Zeuxis and the
ladies of Crotona, five of the fairest not being too much for his Juno? Do
you remember--you, who have read everything--all the bosh of our writers
about the Ideal in Art? Why, here is a girl who disproves all this
nonsense in a minute; she is far, far more beautiful than Waldemar's
statue of her. He said so angrily, only yesterday, when his wife took me
into his studio (he has made a studio of the long-desecrated chapel of the
old Genoese fort, itself, they say, occupying the site of the temple of
Venus).
As he spoke that odd spark of ferocity dilated in his eyes, and seizing
the largest of his modelling tools, he obliterated at one swoop the whole
exquisite face. Poor Gertrude turned ashy white, and a convulsion passed
over her face...
July 15.
I wish I could make Gertrude understand, and yet I could never, never
bring myself to say a word. As a matter of fact, what is there to be said?
Surely she knows best that her husband will never love any woman but
herself. Yet ill, nervous as she is, I quite understand that she must
loathe this unceasing talk of Dionea, of the superiority of the model over
the statue. Cursed statue! I wish it were finished, or else that it had
never been begun.
July 20.
This morning Waldemar came to me. He seemed strangely agitated: I
guessed he had something to tell me, and yet I could never ask. Was it
cowardice on my part? He sat in my shuttered room, the sunshine making
pools on the red bricks and tremulous stars on the ceiling, talking of
many things at random, and mechanically turning over the manuscript, the
heap of notes of my poor, never-finished book on the Exiled Gods. Then he
rose, and walking nervously round my study, talking disconnectedly about
his work, his eye suddenly fell upon a little altar, one of my few
antiquities, a little block of marble with a carved garland and rams'
heads, and a half-effaced inscription dedicating it to Venus, the mother
of Love.
"It was found," I explained, "in the ruins of the temple, somewhere on
the site of your studio: so, at least, the man said from whom I bought
it."
Waldemar looked at it long. "So," he said, "this little cavity was to
burn the incense in; or rather, I suppose, since it has two little gutters
running into it, for collecting the blood of the victim? Well, well! they
were wiser in that day, to wring the neck of a pigeon or burn a pinch of
incense than to eat their own hearts out, as we do, all along of Dame
Venus;" and he laughed, and left me with that odd ferocious lighting-up of
his face. Presently there came a knock at my door. It was Waldemar.
"Doctor," he said very quietly, "will you do me a favour? Lend me your
little Venus altar--only for a few days, only till the day after
to-morrow. I want to copy the design of it for the pedestal of my statue:
it is appropriate." I sent the altar to him: the lad who carried it told
me that Waldemar had set it up in the studio, and calling for a flask of
wine, poured out two glasses. One he had given to my messenger for his
pains; of the other he had drunk a mouthful, and thrown the rest over the
altar, saying some unknown words. "It must be some German habit," said my
servant. What odd fancies this man has!
July 25.
You ask me, dearest Excellency, to send you some sheets of my book: you
want to know what I have discovered. Alas! dear Donna Evelina, I have
discovered, I fear, that there is nothing to discover; that Apollo was
never in Styria; that Chaucer, when he called the Queen of the Fairies
Proserpine, meant nothing more than an eighteenth century poet when he
called Dolly or Betty Cynthia or Amaryllis; that the lady who damned poor
Tannhuser was not Venus, but a mere little Suabian mountain sprite; in
fact, that poetry is only the invention of poets, and that that rogue,
Heinrich Heine, is entirely responsible for the existence of Dieux en Exil....
My poor manuscript can only tell you what St. Augustine, Tertullian, and
sundry morose old Bishops thought about the loves of Father Zeus and the
miracles of the Lady Isis, none of which is much worth your attention....
Reality, my dear Lady Evelyn, is always prosaic: at least when
investigated into by bald old gentlemen like me.
And yet, it does not look so. The world, at times, seems to be playing
at being poetic, mysterious, full of wonder and romance. I am writing, as
usual, by my window, the moonlight brighter in its whiteness than my mean
little yellow-shining lamp. From the mysterious greyness, the olive groves
and lanes beneath my terrace, rises a confused quaver of frogs, and buzz
and whirr of insects: something, in sound, like the vague trails of
countless stars, the galaxies on galaxies blurred into mere blue shimmer
by the moon, which rides slowly across the highest heaven. The olive twigs
glisten in the rays: the flowers of the pomegranate and oleander are only
veiled as with bluish mist in their scarlet and rose. In the sea is
another sea, of molten, rippled silver, or a magic causeway leading to the
shining vague offing, the luminous pale sky-line, where the islands of
Palmaria and Tino float like unsubstantial, shadowy dolphins. The roofs of
Montemirto glimmer among the black, pointing cypresses: farther below, at
the end of that half-moon of land, is San Massimo: the Genoese fort
inhabited by our friends is profiled black against the sky. All is dark:
our fisher-folk go to bed early; Gertrude and the little ones are asleep:
they at least are, for I can imagine Gertrude lying awake, the moonbeams
on her thin Madonna face, smiling as she thinks of the little ones around
her, of the other tiny thing that will soon lie on her breast.... There is
a light in the old desecrated chapel, the thing that was once the temple
of Venus, they say, and is now Waldemar's workshop, its broken roof mended
with reeds and thatch. Waldemar has stolen in, no doubt to see his statue
again. But he will return, more peaceful for the peacefulness of the
night, to his sleeping wife and children. God bless and watch over them!
Good-night, dearest Excellency.
July 26.
I have your Excellency's telegram in answer to mine. Many thanks for
sending the Prince. I await his coming with feverish longing; it is still
something to look forward to. All does not seem over. And yet what can he
do?
The children are safe: we fetched them out of their bed and brought
them up here. They are still a little shaken by the fire, the bustle, and
by finding themselves in a strange house; also, they want to know where
their mother is; but they have found a tame cat, and I hear them chirping
on the stairs.
It was only the roof of the studio, the reeds and thatch, that burned,
and a few old pieces of timber. Waldemar must have set fire to it with
great care; he had brought armfuls of faggots of dry myrtle and heather
from the bakehouse close by, and thrown into the blaze quantities of
pine-cones, and of some resin, I know not what, that smelt like incense.
When we made our way, early this morning, through the smouldering studio,
we were stifled with a hot church-like perfume: my brain swam, and I
suddenly remembered going into St. Peter's on Easter Day as a child.
It happened last night, while I was writing to you. Gertrude had gone
to bed, leaving her husband in the studio. About eleven the maids heard
him come out and call to Dionea to get up and come and sit to him. He had
had this craze once before, of seeing her and his statue by an artificial
light: you remember he had theories about the way in which the ancients
lit up the statues in their temples. Gertrude, the servants say, was heard
creeping downstairs a little later.
Do you see it? I have seen nothing else these hours, which have seemed
weeks and months. He had placed Dionea on the big marble block behind the
altar, a great curtain of dull red brocade--you know that Venetian brocade
with the gold pomegranate pattern--behind her, like a Madonna of Van
Eyck's. He showed her to me once before like this, the whiteness of her
neck and breast, the whiteness of the drapery round her flanks, toned to
the colour of old marble by the light of the resin burning in pans all
round.... Before Dionea was the altar--the altar of Venus which he had
borrowed from me. He must have collected all the roses about it, and
thrown the incense upon the embers when Gertrude suddenly entered. And
then, and then ...
We found her lying across the altar, her pale hair among the ashes of
the incense, her blood--she had but little to give, poor white
ghost!--trickling among the carved garlands and rams' heads, blackening
the heaped-up roses. The body of Waldemar was found at the foot of the
castle cliff. Had he hoped, by setting the place on fire, to bury himself
among its ruins, or had he not rather wished to complete in this way the
sacrifice, to make the whole temple an immense votive pyre? It looked like
one, as we hurried down the hills to San Massimo: the whole hillside, dry
grass, myrtle, and heather, all burning, the pale short flames waving
against the blue moonlit sky, and the old fortress outlined black against
the blaze.
August 30.
Of Dionea I can tell you nothing certain. We speak of her as little as
we can. Some say they have seen her, on stormy nights, wandering among the
cliffs: but a sailor-boy assures me, by all the holy things, that the day
after the burning of the Castle Chapel--we never call it anything else--he
met at dawn, off the island of Palmaria, beyond the Strait of Porto Venere,
a Greek boat, with eyes painted on the prow, going full sail to sea, the
men singing as she went. And against the mast, a robe of purple and gold
about her, and a myrtle-wreath on her head, leaned Dionea, singing words
in an unknown tongue, the white pigeons circling around her. |