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Life in Two Spheres by Hudson Tuttle - 1836 - 1910

 

CHAPTER XII.COMING TO THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE LIGHT.

 

"Where no cruel word is spoken, Where no faithful heart is broken, We shall meet, we shall meet;

Hand in hand and heart to heart, Friend with friend, no more to part, Ne'er to grieve for those we love, On that happy shore above."

 

SCARCELY had Albreda completed the last sentence, when Hero exclaimed in astonishment:—

 

"Look, hither cometh Marvin—he of whom we learned so much!"

 

Yes, it was he—the self-same individual we described previously, unchanged in countenance, if we except a more haggard expression, and a spark of restless insanity gathering in his eye. Such a bewildered and astonished expression as came over him as he approached is beyond the power of the pencil to express. He felt that he stood on sacred ground. With cautious step he trod the flowery path, and with curious gaze scanned the Eden around. When he beheld the group of spirits engaged in conversation, and recognized them as the same he had so scorned at his entrance into new life, his charged overpowered him. Fain would he have hurried away, had not their united magnetism retained him. He remained speechless, with eyes cast on the ground. The Philosopher, well knowing his situation, and pitying him for the errors which had placed him in such embarrassing circumstances, broke the silence:—

 

Brother, you are welcome here. We left you many years ago, newly­born into this sphere. You were then the slave of a false theology, and were beyond the reach of reason. You then set out on a search for heaven. You have been unsuccessful in your search, or you would not be here. You wronged us then, but if you are right now, that occurrence will be as though it had never taken place."

 

Marvin's bigotry was much subdued by his unsuccessful search; but he would rather have appeared before the judgment-seat of his Creator than before this Society, who were acquainted with his past history, and were able to read his thoughts. With these impressions, combined with the contracted ideas in which he had been educated, such generosity was as unexpected as astonishing to him. For a moment, feelings strange and sore choked his utterance. The heart of stone has its latent sympathies, and those whose hearts are steeled to all charity, may be easily a affected if their character is understood. He reached forth his hand to the Sage, exclaiming:—

 

"Ah, reverend father, if I had listened to your warning voice when I entered this world—if I had sought the source of true happiness in the internal light; had I harkened to your words, and not scorned your sayings, rather than have taken the words of a mythical book, as expounded by a designing priesthood, how much more advanced would I now be! Then might I have enjoyed groves like these, which remind me of the Tree of Life whose leaves are for the healing of the nations—have learned from the great volumes I see around me, fit emblems of the Book of Life. Curse me, but do not pity; I deserve it not; make me miserable by your kindness. I have brought all on my own head and must suffer."

 

"Curse you? Let not such words be uttered to this Society. An erring brother should never be condemned. Nay, we have no ill-will against you. All your former words are forgotten; we remember them no longer; but strive to remember the good deeds alone. It is true, that you might have been more advanced and far superior to your present position, had you turned immediately into the path I pointed out. But as you believed firmly in a local heaven and the tradition of past ages, it was better for you to have made the search, and by ocular demonstration become convinced of the fallacies of your position. Blame you! certainly not. It was not you who upbraided us, but the blear-eyed superstition in which you were instructed. And the scenes of this life were so new and unexpected, and you were in such an excited state that you could not act yourself."

 

"I have searched long and diligently, but have found no heaven such as the Bible describes. That book has undone me—utterly, irretrievably ruined me forever. I would that I had been born in a heathen land, and bad never read its soul-destroying pages! I have inquired of every spirit I have met if they knew the locality of heaven, and all the answer I received was a commiserating look while they pointed around them, as much as to say what you said long ago—'Everywhere!' I have seen multitudes of spirits similarly engaged as myself, yet none ever discovered the object of their search; and I left them and went alone, beginning to doubt in my mind the theory I formerly believed sacrilege to dispute and which I so fanatically supported. The few words you spoke to me came up with redoubled force, and I was ready to exclaim: 'Ah! that I had hearkened to that venerable man whom I first saw on my entrance into this world!' This day, by some unaccountable means, I arose to a higher plane than usual, and without a moment's warning stood before you. Your forgiveness is worse than your combined curses. I could bear the latter, but this softens me to tears."

 

"Speak not so harshly of the Bible. It has served an important purpose. It has done much for the advancement of mind. It has been perverted, misunderstood, and thus made the occasion of great evils; yet all these have resulted in ultimate good. It was your educational prejudice and bigotry which have caused you so much suffering and misery. Because we are at one extreme is no reason for our flying to the other. The 'golden mean' is the centre around which all truth gathers."

 

"You have corrected me aright; I acknowledge your superior spiritual powers of perception reverentially."

 

"Reverence not me; I am no more than the others. We acknowledge submission to no one. Each is his own individual sovereign, to think and act as best pleases himself, if he is regardful of the rights of others and is measured by his worth alone. If you are thankful express it, not by words or gestures, but by actions. Reverence not me, but truth. You are still prejudiced on this and kindred subjects, and your prejudice must be overcome."

 

"I am prejudiced; I have not striven to conquer my preconceived opinions. If I had sufficiently done so I might now rest in this beautiful grove instead of going down to mingle with the low demons, one of whom I am, with this difference, that I know what I am. Ah! must I always suffer for the wrongs of the past?—the contriving of plans to cheat the poor and defraud innocence, in order to turn more gold into my coffers. The thoughts of the many wrongs I have committed on my fellow-men are like burning coals upon my heart. Must I go back to the society of those from whom I have at this moment escaped?"

 

"Within you I perceive the humiliation which is the awakening of wisdom. Will you tarry with us? Here you will escape the influence of the unworthy and dwell continually in an atmosphere which will invigorate your spiritual strength."

 

"Tarry with you and enjoy all the sublime ethereality of this abode!" exclaimed he in astonishment. "You are but tantalizing me." "In all truth not"

 

He flung himself down at the feet of the Sage, his once iron heart melted and his sins washed away in tears of contrition. Beneath the rubbish and conventionalisms which conceal it every human heart hath a diamond. Circumstances may dim or entirely obliterate its light, yet sooner or later it will break through all obstacles and shine in immortal brightness. So in this man of iron, this man of the world, once so niggardly to the poor, so unmerciful to the unfortunate, who used all means to acquire riches, trampling on social law and obliterating the moral—the gem was still there.

 

"Arise! reverence not me by words, I repeat, but by actions meet for repentance. You came hither alone. Where is your companion?"

 

"My companion? My wife so called on earth? She died a year since. But we loved not each other, and the wider we are asunder the better both are pleased. I wished her saving, prudent, and laborious, but she would be neither, and the result was one continual broil."

 

"Enough, rest you here, and as one of us commence this day a new life, advancing upward to perfection."

 

As Marvin entered its decorated vestibule, Leon, who had been an admiring spectator, exclaimed:—

 

"Is it possible! Marvin—the rich, purse-proud, vain, scornful, bigoted, aristocratic Marvin—here! and thus regenerated! I almost doubt my senses."

 

"To one who, like mortals, has become contracted with conventionalism it appears strange," replied the Sage, "but to us it is an expected occurrence. This man was once an innocent child. His natural abilities were such as would have raised him head and shoulders above all his contemporaries, exalting him as much in the moral and intellectual firmament as he became in the religious and commercial. He was trained under the iron despotism of false conditions. He was taught that to be rich was to be great, and that nothing but riches was worth striving for. When he approached manhood, he saw those whom the world praised, flattered, and adored were those who possessed a few dollars more than their neighbors: and he was deeply impressed that, to become likewise, he must do likewise, for a long while he was troubled with a conscience, and his intellect would react against the drudgery be imposed on it in his strife to become rich. If you had been placed in his circumstances, you would have done as he has done; therefore you should not condemn. His natural abilities are as great as ours; and his name shall yet resound through the Spirit-home. Saw you not how readily he confessed his errors after he had fully satisfied himself of their falsehood? He is now free from prejudice, and is like a child, which he should have been half a century ago. For this germ, divested of its educational and animal garb, have I accepted him; and soon you will be proud to call him one of us."

Next CHAPTER XIII.  THE SOCIETY AGAIN VISITS EARTH.