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Mary Anne Carew: Wife, Mother, Spirit, Angel. by Carlyle Petersilea 1893

 

CHAPTER XIV. - PAINTING, SINGING, AND SUPPER.

 

URSULA now rang a little silver bell, which she took from the table, and the children readily obeyed the summons: they entered the room quietly, and took seats in the little wicker chairs.

 

"Children," said she; "this lady would like to hear you sing, I am sure."

 

She then went to one of the pianos, and began to play a pretty, simple prelude, then the children commenced to sing a sweet song, all joining their voices, even to little Katy and my own youngest girl: these two little ones could not sing very well, of course, but Ursula said they could learn in no other way except by joining with those somewhat older and farther advanced than themselves. Ursula led the children with her own sweet voice and the piano: presently she arose, and Theresa took her place: again they sang another sweet song, then she gave place to the next in age, and so on until every child had played and led in the singing, according to its ability. Now came Katy and my own little one. Ursula placed each in turn at the piano, and they played the major scale while all the children sang: "C, D, E, F, G, A, B, C."

 

This greatly delighted the little creatures, and Katy exclaimed in great glee:

 

"Me tan sin' now, tant me Suly?

 

"Yes, darling," replied Ursula; "you can sing and play too, in your own little class, and one of these days you will be able to play the harp and sing to your mama: but, baby, you will have to learn how first, and you are getting along very nicely."

 

One of the little girls now played a sweet, simple air on the violin, while the others remained silent, and listened with great attention.

 

"This little girl," said Ursula, "has an especial talent for composing music, and she loves the violin better than any other musical instrument. She has composed many pieces already, and that sweet air which she has just performed, is one of her compositions.

 

Whenever I find a child has a particular gift, I encourage and give every opportunity for its cultivation.

 

"Now we will have some pictures," she continued, and a little girl seated herself in front of an easel. It was one on which there was no picture; but, instead of a canvas being stretched on a frame, there was a shining surface of palest blue, oval in form. The little girl sat for a short time with rapt, thoughtful face and motionless, gazing intently at the oval frame, or rather, its shining surface. This surprised me, for I had expected her to use brushes and pallet. Presently she arose with a smile, and turned the easel so that we could all see the picture which she had transferred to the oval plate, and it was a very beautiful picture indeed. As Annie had drawn pictures for me in the same way, I understood how it was done, or comprehended it in part.

 

"We draw, or transfer, all our pictures here, upon a sensitive plate, by the use of magnetism and electricity," explained Ursula. "Our clock is run in the same way. That plate is merely a thin plate of silver. First, it is magnetised, and we keep a number of them on hand, which have previously been magnetised, ready for use, as the younger children do not as yet understand how to magnetise a silver plate. This process is accomplished by those more advanced than we are—by angels who understand scientific processes better than we do—and we transfer a picture to the prepared plates by fixing the mind intently on the plate, at the same time forming the picture with great distinctness within our minds; the picture is thus transferred to the magnetic plate by the electric rays of light shooting from our minds directly upon the plate, and the picture is fixed there by the combination of magnetism and electricity; or, rather, when the rays of electric light strike the magnetic plate, the magnetism is changed into the various shades and colors requisite for the picture. You know, dear lady, that when the electric light of the sun strikes an opaque cloud at a certain angle, a rainbow appears visible to the people of earth, and all the colors with which one desires to paint a picture, reside within the electric rays which are disclosed by a rainbow. Now that magnetised sensitive plate is opaque, the same as the cloud is; and when that little girl casts the electric rays from her mind, or spirit, at a certain angle on that plate, it forms the picture that she has drawn in her mind, precisely as a rainbow is formed in the clouds of earth, or, the principle is the same."

 

All the little girls, in turn, now painted a picture. It did not take each one but a few seconds, and every girl formed a picture according to her age and ability; at last, it was Katy's turn. My baby was too young for this, but Katy was just commencing.

 

"Now," said Ursula, "can Katy make a little picture?"

 

"Dess me tan," said Katy, pursing up her sweet lips. "Now you all keep still while me finks."

 

And Katy fixed her dewy eyes on the prepared plate. Presently she clapped her little hands in glee. Ursula turned the easel toward us, and there, in bold relief, stood the white heifer, with the wreath of dandelions around her neck.

 

"Well done, Katy!" said Ursula. "You shall paint another one as a reward."

 

She placed another plate on the easel; Katy fixed her eyes on it intently with a sort of scared expression, and soon turned away. Ursula moved the easel toward us, and there, with scowling, angry features, was Mrs. Evans, her hand upraised just in the act of throwing the goblet at Ponto's head, while the negro was showing all his ivories.

 

"All acts are pictures which remain within the mind of the beholder forever," said Ursula, with a sigh. "Would that this child's mother had not left such a picture within her little daughter's soul, never to be erased while the ages roll onward. All the world is a picture painted by the electric rays from the sun, as they strike sensitive, opaque substance; for when there is no light there is no picture nothing is visible. So, think it not strange that we here paint our pictures from the electricity, which resides within us, upon magnetised plates."

 

"Now," continued Ursula, "we must have our supper, and then retire. Theresa, you, Addie and Jennie, may go, this time, and gather fruit for our supper."

 

The three little girls each took a light tray, and started forth with bright eyes and rosy cheeks. As they passed the open doors, they presented a beautiful picture, with their gauzy robes, waving locks and graceful, dancing steps: three other little girls were now required to lay the table, which they seemed well pleased to do. From a dresser near by, they brought plates which looked like rare china, together with what appeared to be silver forks, crystal goblets, and, lastly, two large silver fruit dishes. A plate was set for each, together with knife, fork and goblet: the books and music were removed from the table, and Ursula placed in the center of it a silver fountain. Two little girls ran out, and presently returned, each bringing a beautiful bouquet of flowers, which Ursula placed in a couple of lovely vases on the table. A dainty white napkin was put on each plate, by little Katy, every child seeming desirous of doing something toward preparing the supper, and by the time that all was ready the three little girls returned, their trays filled with luscious fruit: peaches, pears, apples, plums, oranges, bananas, strawberries, and many other kinds. Ursula heaped the silver fruit dishes, and we all seated ourselves at the table. Ursula filled our goblets with sparkling water from the fountain, and heaped our plates with the fruit we commenced our supper, or, rather, feast. The little girls chatted and laughed; told little stories about things which they had seen on and within the lake, and the different flowers and fruits which they had observed on the land; told anecdotes about playful pet animals and birds.

 

How beautiful they were, with their little bright, happy faces, their rippling laughter, their lovely attire, and sweet contentment.

 

Agnes was seated at my right, and my little one at my left. Theresa had a place at Ursula's right, and Katy at her left. The others were seated after an orderly and pretty way. While the little girls chatted and laughed, in their more childish way, Ursula conversed with me.

 

"How strange it would seem to the people on the earth, if we could tell them that there was fruit in heaven, and that the spirits eat and drink," I said, rather thoughtfully.

 

"Yes; very strange," she replied. "It is surprising how little they really know about this life; but all the fruit we have here comes from the earth. This fruit which we are eating is the spirit of the fruit, which decays in the earth life, just as your spirit and mine are the same spirits that were once within bodies which decayed, or are dead at the present time; and yet we are here, more alive than before, eating of this spiritual fruit that has decayed, or is dead at the present time, on earth. The great law of spiritual life holds good in all things. How barren and desolate this world would be if it did not. If the earth was ages in preparing itself for man, the spiritual world has been as long preparing itself for the spirits of mankind to find a habitation, when they shall leave their natural bodies."

 

"My dear young lady, did you construct this beautiful building?"

 

"Oh, no," she replied. "The angels constructed it for a school-room. I was merely sent here, to take charge of this little class, from a school for young ladies in which I had been for some time: the lady-superior of that school thought I had become qualified to teach this little class."

 

"And she was right, I said. "Do you know who constructed the electric clock which interests me so much?"

 

"That clock was constructed by Sir William Herschel, with the assistance of other famous astronomical personages: those great minds are following out their studies here on a much grander scale than they did on earth, without the impediment of the flesh. I think that the restless souls of many of the greatest men who have ever lived on earth, would find it very hard and extremely unjust if, when at the death of their material bodies—which they had found such weights and clogs to the aspiring mind, thirsting for greater knowledge than it was possible for it to attain while within a body—they were to find after leaving them no progress, no way of attaining more exalted wisdom, merely finding such a heaven as Mrs. Evans and many others believe in; and if they could do nothing else throughout eternity but sing praises to a personal God in the form of a man. The true way to serve God is to serve at the feet of wisdom, to get as much wisdom as one possibly can on all subjects. The souls of great men and women delight in discovering all which they could not find out when on earth and within a body which hindered them; and, dear lady, eternity is but vast enough to hold all that may be known, not only vast enough for the angelic soul to attain all that may be attained. Light thrown on any subject gives back truth and beauty, but under the cover of darkness, error and ignorance hide their hideous heads. Sir William Herschel, by earnestly seeking wisdom in the light of truth, has raised himself into heavenly heights. Mrs. Evans, by hiding herself in the darkness of error, remains in unhappiness or hell. Sir William Herschel and others like him are exceedingly active souls when they discover a truth they turn and make use of it to benefit others. Mrs. Evans, and those like her, by stubbornly remaining in error keep others in darkness, unhappiness, or hell, who are related to them, either by blood, marriage, or society.

 

The gentleman, whom Mrs. Evans calls husband, is thus kept in error and unhappiness: his natural inclination is to accept things as he finds them: although somewhat mild and slow of perception, yet but for her he would rise into wisdom and happiness very readily: she holds him back from heaven, and keeps him by her side in hell. Do you think, dear lady, that it is right for one soul to hold another in unhappiness or hell?"

 

"Certainly, not!" I replied. "But, perhaps, the husband may lead his wife into happiness or heaven."

 

"No," said Ursula; "for her mind dominates his, and holds it in subjection. A soul held in bondage is held in unhappiness or hell. Bondage of any kind is error and wrong. All captives should go free."

 

"Why need he remain in captivity?" I asked. "Why does he not leave her, and seek wisdom and happiness where it may be found?"

 

"Because she compels him to think, that, as they were married by the laws of earth, they must remain married for all time: but, lady, they never were married according to heavenly laws; he was bound to her as a captive is bound to a tyrant, not married in sweet heavenly union. True marriage should be a mutual blending of souls, should be reciprocal, giving and taking equally; neither one nor the other should be in any kind of bondage."

 

"How is it possible for one so young, one who has never been married, to understand such things so well?" I asked.

"I have been taught the true principles which govern marriage, at the school for young ladies which I entered on coming to this life, it being one of the principal subjects treated of in that school."

"My sweet sister Annie and her "husband seem to be very happy together," I said. Theirs must be a heavenly union."

"Yes," she replied. "Annie was taught, like myself, just how to marry—just who her true mate was—and the result is harmony, happiness or heaven; it is the true union of love and wisdom. Are love and wisdom united in Mr. Evans's case? Does he represent wisdom and his wife love?"

"Surely, not," was my reply.

"Then it is not marriage but bondage," she said. "Mr. Evans has, in reality, been his wife's slave, during all their so-called married life, instead of her husband."

My eyes opened wide with surprise.

"Her slave?" I questioned. "Surely, you cannot mean just what you say."

 

"I mean precisely what I say," she replied. Did not the law bind Mr. Evans to his wife, when they were on earth?"

 

"Certainly; they were bound by the law together in marriage."

 

"But when there is no marriage, what then must we call such a bond? There never existed between Mr. and Mrs. Evans mutual or conjugal love. Their marriage, at first, was one of convenience. Mrs. Evans's mind, even at that time, dominated his. She desired to own him, together with his estates, and the marriage bond made him her slave. She then considered that she owned him body and soul, and she treated him accordingly. Her strong will and stubborn mind made him as much her slave as ever Ponto was, about the only difference being, that she could not have him whipped, and his higher position kept him from, being obliged to perform very hard labor, but the relation which the two souls held toward each other was that of mistress and slave; his mind yielded always to hers, not from love, but fear. Her mind governed his, not because she loved him, but because she desired to bind him to herself for the benefit which might accrue to her personally. Now, the earthly marriage bond ceases at the death of the body: the bond which held Ponto her slave ceased at his death, and Mr. Evans is now as free as Ponto. The former wife and mistress has now neither husband nor slave: according to soul laws, she has never had a husband, and he has never had a wife. How long her mind may be able to hold his in bondage, I cannot say, but I think not very long. If their marriage had been a true one, or a marriage of souls, it would have continued for ever. The death of the body releases thousands upon thousands of human beings from terrible bondage and unjust slavery, in some of its manifold forms.

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