CHAPTER XX. LADY AGNES.
WE now turned our attention to the building or Hall itself, whose
magnificent beauty astonished and bewildered me. It was surrounded, as
before stated, by extensive grounds filled with exquisite flowers of all
kinds, and very many such as I had never seen before. Beautiful trees
and shrubbery abounded; elegant statuary gleamed through the verdure;
fountains sent up their spraying jets in which could be seen the most
magnificent colors; silvery paths intersected, winding themselves like
shining serpents, everywhere.
The building was an immense structure, four-square. The great dome of
pearl, surmounted by a golden belfry, within which hung a large silver
bell. At the four corners, where the dome joined the body of the house,
were four smaller belfries, in which were chimes of silver bells. The
body of the building was a study indeed! Although the structure was of
immense size, yet each stone differed from another; no two were alike
throughout all its vastness, still all were so perfectly united and
welded together that the walls appeared absolutely impenetrable: all the
dark, heavy, coarse material was at the base, and as it rose, tier upon
tier, the material became lighter and more exceedingly beautiful. Each
of the four walls was pierced by an arched entrance; and set within the
curves of each arch, with various colored gems, appeared a word, but no
two gems composing the letters were alike.
Over one arch blazed the word, WISDOM!
over the opposite one, LOVE!
on another, TRUTH! and over
the last, ERROR! No two of the
four large doors were alike. The one marked "Error," was dark and
sodden; the three steps leading up to it, which were of rough marble,
were stained by indelible marks, some looking as though made by bloody
feet and filthy hands; other marks seemed to have been made by pools of
filth
spewed from the mouth, and all about the doorway were marks and
indentations as though made by violent, intemperate hands; although, all
had apparently been washed clean, yet the stains, marks, and
indentations remained.
"This is the door," remarked Annie, "by which the souls of those steeped
in error, vice, and crime, enter this educational hall for ladies. You,
and others, may think, dear Mary, that women, not ladies, are guilty of
vice and crime, but before you leave this place you will think
differently."
We now passed around to the door marked, "Love." Here the most beautiful
roses were blooming, filling the ethereal air with fragrance: the door
was a garnet, glowing deeply and darkly red; the steps were ingrained
and flecked by rose petals in all their different shades, each leaf
overlapping the other in beautiful mosaic, yet no two alike, or of the
same color. The door-knob was of pearl, heart-shaped, a ruby set in its
center.
Seated on the upper step was the most beautiful child imaginable, a
chubby little girl, playing with roses, a veritable cherub. Her
sweet, red lips were wreathed in smiles; her little teeth gleamed like
pearls; her broad white brow was surrounded with dark, curling masses of
fine, soft hair; her full, roguish eyes were filled with glee as she
playfully showered us with rose leaves. Her white dimpled shoulders and
arms were bare; she wore a rosecolored frock with an over-dress of
dainty lace and pearls. I turned to Annie and said:
"You did not
tell me there were children here."
"No. This is not a home for children," she replied still, many of the
inmates here have children from whom they are not willing to part. The
time will of course come when they will feel differently, but many who
love intensely have not attained the corresponding wisdom, therefore,
these children of love are not taken from them, but remain with them
until sufficient wisdom is attained to balance their love, when they
will, of their own accord, place their children within schools, where
they can learn all that children should know. Mary, you are already much
wiser than many mothers, for you are willing that your children
should remain where it is best for them to be. Great love can injure its
object if not equally coupled with wisdom."
"But this
child is exceedingly beautiful," I said.
"Yes; but if she were always to remain at the door of love, she would
never be anything more than she is at present; in fact, as she grew
without wisdom, her beauty would soon fade and grow dim; love would pine
and die for want of wisdom."
We now passed around to the door of Truth. Instead of a door there
appeared a burning flame, and in the center of the flame stood the form
of a woman. The scene held me spell-bound with astonishment.
"O Annie!" I
exclaimed; "that woman will be burned to death!"
"Oh, no," replied Annie. You forget, dear Mary, that she is a spirit,
and cannot be hurt by fire; besides, the fire which you perceive is not
material fire, but the flaming brightness of Truth, in which she is
being cleansed, and the filthy rags of error burned up from around her.
That young woman is one of the advanced pupils of the school, and
when the flame of Truth has consumed every vestige of error wherewith
her spirit has been clothed, she will leave this school, become an
angel, and enter into the joys and perform the mission of an angel."
The steps
leading up to this flaming door were slashed and cut as with a sword or
battleaxe, for, said Annie:
"Many battles between Truth and Error have been fought there, but
flaming Truth has never yet been conquered within this Hall."
There now remained but one door for our inspection: the door of Wisdom;
and we stood before it awestricken, dazzled by its brilliant
beauty. The door was closed, being one immense diamond, priceless as
Eternity, brilliant and flashing back as many colors as immensity. There
was an ebony knocker on the door, and above it in letters of gold the
words: SEEK AND YE
SHALL FIND!
KNOCK AND IT SHALL BE OPENED
UNTO
YOU?"
I glanced at the steps; they were of the whitest marble, veined
with gold, without a vestige of stain, spot, or blemish.
"Shall we knock, sweet sister?"
asked Annie, turning to me,
But I drew
back, feeling unworthy to enter through this grand, brilliant, and
spotless arch.
"Cannot we
enter by some other door?" I asked.
"You would not care to knock at error's stained portals, would you, my
sister? for none but the vicious and criminal ever enter by that door:"
"O, no"; I
replied, tremblingly.
"Nor by the door of love? for it is not love alone that we seek: nor by
the door of truth? for you are not ready yet to bear its flame. No, dear
Mary, we must knock for admission at Wisdom's door, or not at all.
Approach the door, my sweet sister, and knock."
I ascended
the spotless steps with timid reluctance, and, raising the knocker,
knocked faintly.
"Louder,"
said Annie.
Gaining courage, I knocked urgently. Annie smiled, ascending to my side.
The splendid door opened noiselessly and wide; we passed through into an
elegant hall; the door closed softly behind us, and we stood gazing
about wonderingly. The first thing that struck my sight was a stairway
of shining gold. Let not
my readers demur and say, there can be no gold within the spiritual
heavens, for I assure them this was not material gold, but as real to
the spirit as material gold is to mortal man. Let not my Orthodox or
Catholic readers demur, for the heaven in which they believe is one
whose entire streets are paved with gold, and this was one of the
mansions within the heavens, not made with hands, but by the Eternal
Spirit working through spiritual beings. But to continue, however. The
hall floor was of pure emerald; the walls of alabaster, whereon was
suspended many a beautiful picture, which I will not now describe in
detail. There was an arched doorway at the right of the hall, another at
the left, and a large double arch directly ahead; the doorways all hung
with the most exquisite drapery of pale blue and gold, with filmy lace
over-curtains, worked in the loveliest and daintiest of patterns. The
statue of a beautiful female goddess stood midway of the hall, with
filmy drapery gathered about its exquisite form by one hand, while with
the other it pointed directly toward the large archway at the end the
hall, its beautiful eyes wearing
a welcoming expression as they gazed into our own. Really, it seemed
almost life-like in its perfect beauty, yet it was but a work of art.
Over the entrance to the room were the words, as though written with
electric light, LADIES' PARLOUR.
Annie pushed aside the drapery, and we entered a large and
exquisitely appointed room. The room was circular, and directly beneath
the golden dome, which appeared transparent when looked at from the
interior, and a flood of subdued light filled the place. A carpet, like
the softest and daintiest of moss, with here and there a rosebud, a
dandelion, a small bunch of violets, a few pansies, and many other
delicate flowers, that looked so perfectly natural one was tempted to
stoop and pick them, covered the floor. A large circular table, whose
top was of pearl, stood in the center of the room, and elegant chairs,
of various sizes and patterns, were scattered about: lastly, my eyes
rested on a magnificent grand piano! The daintily tinted walls were
adorned by many beautiful paintings, besides other pictures of various
kinds; so beautiful were they that the finest works of art
by the greatest masters on earth would appear mere daubs.
I hope my readers will not take exception to the piano, for all the
angels in the olden heaven were said to have harps of gold on which they
played, and as a piano is but an improved harp, please believe me when I
tell you that all kinds of improvements are allowed within the spiritual
heavens as well as on earths; in fact, that they first exist within the
minds and homes of the spirits and angels, before they are handed down
to earth, through the medium of men's and women's brains, by spiritual
impression. Spirits and angels stamp or picture them upon sensitives who
are still within mortality.
A beautiful young lady was seated at the piano, striking the keys softly
with her dainty fingers, which filled the lofty room with enchantingly
melodious sounds: she raised her large, blue eyes as we entered, and,
rising with the sweetest of smiles, extended a lily hand to each of us.
"And this is
your sister Mary, dear Annie?" she asked, looking at me.
"Yes," replied Annie, for they
seemed to be
well acquainted; "this is my dear sister Mary, whom I have brought here
to be educated, as we all have been, and must be, before we can become
wise, or do much good within the heavens or to the dwellers of earth.
But Mary is a very sweet, apt pupil, who will not give you much trouble.
I think she will be able to help around, and be of great service to the
teachers, before many days have passed." The beautiful
young lady pressed her sweet lips to mine with a welcoming kiss, saying:
Yes; we greatly need all the assistance we can get: as our work extends
before us for ever, dearest Mary, we may not be idle."
Annie now arose, saying:
"Mary, I must now leave you, and join my husband. My work is by his
side, and one with his; but I will visit you shortly to see how you get
along in the ways of wisdom."
She kissed me good-bye, and took her departure. A slight feeling of
home-sickness passed over me, and I thought I should rather go with my
sister than stay here. The young lady perceived my thought, and said:
"Annie must
work on a higher plane than you are able to, at present, dear Mary. We
all must commence with the first steps before we can reach the top of
the golden stairs, and Annie began to climb those stairs many years ago,
therefore her work cannot lie on the same plane as your own. But be
patient, dear lady, and persevere; you will surely attain to great
heights, and be happy in the ways of wisdom and love. Shall I play for
you?
I assented, and she began to play some of the sweetest and most
inspiring airs. My feeling of home-sickness vanished, hope and courage
filled my soul. All at once, strange sounds broke upon my ears.
Heart-rending and discordant shrieks resounded through the house.
Muffled sounds and gurgling groans split the air. I started up, a great
horror filling me.
"Oh! What is
that?" I exclaimed. "It sounds as though murder were being committed!"
"And, probably, murder has been committed," she replied, rising with a
graceful, benign air, and taking my hand.
"Oh! horrible!" I cried. It
cannot be possible that murders are perpetrated in this beautiful
building?"
She glanced at me surprisedly.
"Certainly
not!" she said. "You forget, dear Mary, that a spirit cannot be killed."
Surely, so I had! But such awful sounds could mean nothing short of
murder. Again the dreadful shrieks, the horrible groans, the stifled,
gurgling sounds.
"Let us go
and help," she said, drawing me gently along with her.
My first thoughts were, that I was expected to assist in committing a
murder, for the frightful sounds had bewildered me. She drew me along
through a corridor, toward a room which I intuitively knew the door of
Error must lead into; she pushed aside the curtain, and we stood within
the room. The stained door was open, and bloody marks were upon it;
little pools of, fresh blood bedabbled the floor here and there, and the
steps were also discolored as with footprints of blood. Everything swam
before my eyes: I turned faint and sick with horror and fright.
"Mary," said
the gentle voice of my companion, "don't give way to such feelings, for
we need your assistance."
Her words brought back my
failing courage,
and I looked in the direction from whence the horrible sounds proceeded,
and there, lying on a white bed all bedabbled with gore, was the
writhing, shrieking form of a woman. Her face was contorted in agony,
her eyes were glaring wildly, and she was clawing the air as though to
ward off murderous blows. Two lovely young girls were standing a short
distance away, their white garments all stained with blood, their forms
swaying and drooping as though in grief, the tears rolling down their
sweet, angelic cheeks. They looked up as we entered, and one of them
said:
"She cannot
see us yet; we must wait awhile."
"Who has
committed this deed?" asked my companion.
"Her husband and our father," was the sorrowful reply; "and we have just
borne her spirit hither. O mother, mother!"
One of them knelt by the bedside, and gently took the clawing hand
within her own; the other daughter took fresh water, carefully wiped
away the stains and marks about the door and steps, also from the floor
of the room. The murdered woman's shrieks now grew less,
her hands became quiet; the daughter who was kneeling by her side took
fresh water, bathed the pale face and hands, then commenced to make
gentle passes over the eyes; they gradually lost their terrified
expression, the features became more calm, and at length a look of
intelligence lighted up the countenance. The daughter, kneeling by the
bedside, again called in gentle, loving tones:
"Mother!
Mother!"
The other girl went to the opposite side of the bed, bending her sweet
face above that of the prostrate murdered woman.
"Mother!
Mother! Dearest mother," she softly called, "look at me, your own dear
girl."
"Whist!
Whist!" whispered the mother.
Is that you, me darlint, who calls? Me sweet gurl that died of want an'
neglect, this two Year gone by? Och! Och! Thin Teddy has murthered me
sure, an' ye are me blissid saints that wint to heaven before me. Och!
Och an' Teddy will be hung, sure! Och! Och me throubles are more thin I
kin bear! Sure, it was not Teddy, but the liquor that was in him, that
murthered me!"
The two girls bent above their mother with sweet caresses, and loving,
encouraging words. I remained a spectator of the scene until they had
restored the woman to her full senses, and together with her they had left
this room for one across the hall.
My gentle
companion and I now returned to the parlor.
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