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Mary Anne Carew: Wife, Mother,
Spirit, Angel. by Carlyle Petersilea 1893
CHAPTER XXVIII.
THE BRIDAL CHAMBER.
THERE is no doubt in my mind," said
Solon, but that men of science on earth will shortly be able to prove,
through scientific demonstration, the existence of the spiritual spheres
together with the angelic, also, that
these worlds are not mere shadows,
but substance in an ethereal state, as we, who are here, are well
aware."
"Yes," replied Sigismund; "they are
well on the road toward it already; the methods which are being evolved
will soon bring forth the wished for result; sensitive
plates, telegraphy, telephony,
electric motive power,
aerial ships, vibratory sound, color
rays reflection and
refraction: Ah! they will arrive at the grand truth sooner
than they think, and will suddenly pull up with an
exclamation of
astonishment. The soul of man has
dimly reflected the truth always, but he will soon be able to grasp it
with his material scientific sense, and thus prove it to his utter
dismay."
"Yes," said Solon, "and when he at
length finds that the waters of his earth are actually lessening, the
earth itself really growing
lighter in weight although larger in bulk, he will begin to ask, 'What
becomes of the water? Wherefore is the earth lighter?'"
"How easily we could tell him," said
Sigismund, "if he would
believe us; but evolution will set him right before
long."
"Yes; when he finds that evolution is
a great chain, binding and connecting all things together, he will
readily trace the links upward until he arrives at the spiritual; that
the material evolves the spiritual, the spiritual the angelic, and so
on. How can one, who comprehends the law of evolution, stop at the material?
When one comes to understand that
water evolves air, air ether, that the earth evolves spiritual essences,
and all living things evolve
spiritual life, one will be striking
great scientific facts. Ah! never
fear for man; he will soon get there; he is speeding very rapidly."
"But even the most scientific men, at
the present time, make great mistakes: for instance, they call the young
child of their earth—the
moon—an old worn-out world,
when they have Saturn and Jupiter before their eyes as positive evidence
that such cannot be the case. Is not Jupiter larger and older than the
earth, and has she not four moons instead of one? Who could ever dream
of calling Jupiter's moons, old worn-out worlds? Is it not plain to be
seen that they are Jupiter's children, revolving about their parent, and
that she is likely to throw off other worlds as time goes on?"
"Truly," replied Solon, "you have
well said, and you might add, when they even have Saturn before their
eyes, with her immensely heavy rings, rings almost ready to break away
from their progenitor, and resolve themselves into a young moon."
"Also, the belts of Jupiter,"
interrupted Sigismund, "not yet wholly fecundated. Ages must pass before
Jupiter will throw off another child or moon."
"If man was but wise enough to see
that all things whatsoever are types of all other things
whatsoever, he would not make as
many mistakes as he does now. The natural world is before his eyes, and
all things therein appeal to his reason, yet he prefers, like a
child, to believe in myths and fables
which have been handed down to him from his progenitors, who lived in a
more youthful age of the world's history; and, as youth has not the
wisdom of more mature years, he ought to understand well, that the myths
and fables of the past are
not worthy of the present age of his world.
Man, in his progress, Must keep pace
with the planet on which he lives. The earth is older and more mature
now than it was five or six thousand years ago, of its
time, and man ought to be ashamed to
look back to that comparatively early period, and still believe in its youthful follies.
Man observes that all things on earth propagate in small families; all
animals; each tuft of grass;
in fact, the whole animal and vegetable kingdoms,
and lastly men; he looks at the sun
with its system or family of planets, he also observes some of these
planets, which are old enough, With little families of moons; his own
earth with one, and yet he foolishly talks about this young child being an old worn-out world,
when it is merely the helplessness and undeveloped condition of an
exceedingly young child who is not yet able to walk alone; a world that
has so recently been thrown off from the earth that it has not yet
evolved an atmosphere, its water has not yet been entirely evolved
from its material substance:
its great inequalities, which are called mountains, are owing to the fact that the
broken ring from the earth has not
yet had time to make itself
smooth and lovely."
"Ah!" said Sigismund, "man will soon
begin to reason more wisely. Wisdom is a priceless jewel, and must be
diligently sought for."
Annie now arose, and asked me if I
would like to go with her, as she had something to show me. I followed
her, feeling more blithe and
gay than I ever had before in all my past existence; although we were ascending a spiral stairway of
pearl and gold, yet my feet did not touch the steps, for we floated
rather than walked. Up and up we softly went, until Annie paused before
the entrance to an upper chamber. This entrance was large, loftly and arched; the drapery by which it was
covered was just the color of morning's rosy dawn—deep, gauzy, misty; so
much so that it concealed the interior of the room, and within its
lovely depths the sun was rising, showing about half its golden disk.
The curtain was so exquisitely beautiful and mysterious, that I paused
long to examine it, and I found it to be, like all other spiritual
things, composed of spiritual
emanations:
"And fashioned into this semblance by
myself," said Annie, with a
smile. "Is not that a beautiful curtain for a bridal chamber? Behold! it
is not heavier than light. You
will not be obliged to lift it on entering; we can pass directly through
it, just as those, on earth pass through light, but seldom stop to think
that light is a substance, although so spiritualized and attenuated.
Yes," she continued, "man, on earth, walks within light, which is purely
a spiritual emanation from the sun, or rather, it is the sun's aura, and
if it were not for this shining aura he could see nothing. Now, I have
made this curtain from my own spiritual aura, because I love you, my
sweet Mary. Come, let us enter the chamber."
We passed through the curtain of
light, and entered the room: it was very large, lofty and domed, one
great, stained, bay window overlooking the lake and the pure city
angelic. I glided to a corresponding window
opposite, and looked forth toward
the East, for the first mentioned one was Westward, and, far in the distance, I
saw a boundless expanse of water.
This ocean had not been visible when we were lower down, and it was the
first time I had seen it. My surprise was so great that I fairly gasped.
"O Annie! Annie I cried. Come here!
Do, look! Is it possible that there is an ocean in the spiritual world?"
"An ocean?" she said. "There are
many, many oceans, but that
particular one is called the
Red Sea: observe its
exquisite coloring, Mary, just the
color of a red, red rose."
And so it was. She threw open the
window, and the fresh sea breeze swept through the apartment. Salt sea
breeze, would you have it, dear reader? but it was not;
instead, like the subtle perfume of
a rose, but as breezy, fresh
and invigorating to the spirit as the salt sea is to earthly man. The
perfume of flowers is to the soul what the perfume of
the ocean is to man. Spirits and angels draw in the sweet breath of the
flowers, and the subtle essence feeds and helps to sustain their
ethereal bodies. Do not suppose that
flowers alone hold all the perfume or
essence there is in the
universe; they but attract and hold for a time the least little grain;
each its particular kind; but, within immensity are vast oceans and seas
composed of the subtle spiritual essence of all the perfumes that are
known on earth, and many more. Tell me, if you can, where the flowers
obtain their perfume, ye men of science. Not from the earth, certainly.
Soil does not hold the subtle perfumes within it. Take up a handful, and
smell it. The rose, nor any other flower, does not get its sweetness
there; but, where? From out the spiritual atmosphere. They lift up their
sweet faces, and draw their color and perfume from our clime, the
heavens, or the ethereal atmosphere. Deny it, if you can, O ye men of
science—ye wise ones in your own conceit."
I looked at my sister. A change had
come over her. Her angelhood leaped, sparkled, and quivered all about her. There are
no words to describe the glorious creature.
"Mary," she said, observing my
surprise,
I have kept myself down for seasons
of time, that you might be able to comprehend me, and thus gradually be
lifted into the angel world:
soon, I shall be able to throw
off those lower conditions, when in
your presence, and you will perceive me as I really am; but before you
can do this fully, you must
first become an angel yourself."
We turned from the window to the room
and its furnishings; but before describing the room I will answer a
question that I know will arise in the mind of the reader:
"You say, 'One window looked toward
the West, and the other toward the East.' How is it that you have points
of compass in the spiritual world? We thought that was merely an earthly
fact?"
I will tell you. That condition and
place which is ever before us to be attained, we call the West. Our
past, and all which we have in part known something about, is East. We
reverse the earthly order of things a little, for we face the West, at
our right is North. at our left South, and behind us
East—the past or more material
things. Thus, all I had left in the past was East,
all to which I was going forward, was
the West, that which my right hand grasped was North, and my left,
South; thus, the points of the compass are within each one. I hope I
have made this clear.
This large room was oblong, and in
the center of it was a great white throne, circular in form; on the
throne stood a statue draped in white; three spotless steps led up to
this, but I did not yet ascend them, instead,
turned toward a table which was near
me, to see what it might
contain:
"Wedding cake and wine; as sure as I
live!"
I turned my astonished eyes on my
sister.
"Why! how is this, Annie? Who is to
be wedded here?" "Your own
sweet self, my darling," she replied. "And to whom am I to be
wed?
If you lift the vail which covers the
statue, it will reveal to you
your other-self, for that throne and that statue was not created by me,
but has stood within the Temple since the waves of time and eternity rolled.
Mary, the throne is within yourself. I merely reveal, or make it
objective to you; that is all."
I turned away, awe-struck and
shaking, not yet having courage to lift the vail. Annie observed my
weakness, and said:
"Sip a little of the wine, dear, and
taste a morsel of cake; it will strengthen, and give you courage to lift
the vail."
Obeying her, she said, as I broke a
piece of cake and carried it to my lips:
"That cake represents spiritual food;
the wine"—as we filled our glasses and softly clinked them together—
"everlasting life. The food of the soul is wisdom, and love the wine.
Have you now courage and strength to lift the vail?
Yes; the wine of love filled my
soul, and wisdom's food inspired me with courage; I ascended the steps, and reverently—O! so
reverently lifted the vail, throwing it back gently. A glorious vision
met my eyes. It was not one statue, but two, standing, when concealed by
the vail, as one, yet the faces were so carved and blended
together that looking at them in one
way they appeared but one, yet when they appeared two,
they were Solon and myself. His left arm was thrown about her shoulders
as she stood one step in advance, her head resting against his left
breast; his right hand clasped her left, her right arm was thrown about
him. The figures were far more beautiful than Venus and Adonis, for the
faces were those of Angelhood, the forms those of Wisdom and Love: both
wore flowing robes, tinged like
a glowing sunrise. The figures were
so dazzlingly bright that I
slowly drew the vail over them, but, from this time for evermore, I knew
who my own other-self was. Once more my gaze rested longingly over the
lake, on the shining city, which I now knew would soon be my home.
"Has Solon ever seen these figures?"
I asked.
"No," she replied." When souls are
about to be wedded, the true one is revealed to the female first; from
her to the male. He may have been very much attracted to her may have
felt the sweetness of her power, may have hoped and believed she was his
by natural law, but the revealment to her soul, beyond cavil or doubt, is first made.
Let us now descend, that Sigismund and Solon may also come hither."
We descended, and found the gentlemen
still conversing together. Annie, looking at her beloved, waved her hand
toward the stairway, and we then went out into the garden, while the
gentlemen made their way to the Bridal Chamber. We slowly wound our way
around among the flowers and shrubbery, and at last entered a bower
literally covered by trailing roses; here we took seats, gazing out
toward the North.
For a time we did not speak, for I
was lost in a blissful dream. A great event was taking place in my life,
an event which rounded out and completed my otherwise incomplete being,
and my soul was chanting to itself a hymn of thankfulness and joy. I now
fully realized that my
earthly, marriage had been a thing of time and not of
eternity. I dearly loved my husband,
so I thought at the time, but I now found that my interior or spiritual life had known
nothing about love whatever; the marriage had been entirely of an
earthly nature, my love for my children being paramount:
whereas, my love for my husband should
have been greatest, my parental love secondary; the union had been
entirely of the material and not of the spiritual, and, as time after time
I visited my former husband, I found our souls widely separated; really,
there was nothing whatever in common between us except our mutual love for
the two young men, our children, yet on earth; those with me here he did
not believe existed; he looked no higher than the earth and that which it
would give him, yet his soul was filled with seeds of greatness, talents
of a very high order were budding within him; still, he thought all would
be blighted and come to naught when he should lay his body down. |
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